Stydia

Being confused

P.o.v. Lydia
I run to the car slightly confused and i'm breathing fast of what just happend. Stiles sees it and i run to him and he gives me a hug because i probably look so panicked. "is everything okay Lyds ?" " i...i...i don't now. I saw... I think... No it can't be, she's dead right ? I... I think Allison was here." I say, then scott
Comes running to me " you saw the arrow too? I'm not crazy right ?" " i defnitly saw it too..." I say with a confused voice. I need to find her i think to myself. " do you need a drive home" stiles ask " no it's okay, i just would like a ride to school if that's posible because my car is still there"
"Ok i'll bring you there" we step in the car and first stiles drops scott, Liam, liam's friend and Hayden off at scott's house. Then he drives to the school. First there's an akward silence and then he asks me about how Aiden is, because he hasn't seen us together in a while. " uhm Aiden is just buzzy with training and stuff" i lied, but i just don't know what to say. I don't want stiles to worry, actually maybe he doesn't worry about me anymore now that he has Malia. I really can't say to him that Aiden has been hitting me, i'll probably look weak then. "So and with you and Malia ? " i ask
"Well she's been doing good with school, she finnaly is getting something about math so that's a good thing." Was it just me or is he ignoring my question? Pfff i just let it go. "You know you shouldn't have come when scott asked you to, you know that right. You can just say no scott it's just to dangerouse you know..." He says
"Yeah, but i just feel like i need to do something. I don't want to be useless..."
" but Lyds you're always usefull..." I don't know why but that made me feel alot better.
"that's really sweet stiles" then we finnaly get to the school and i get out of the car. "Thanks alot stiles for the drive." " you sure that i don't have to follow you home? To make sure you get there safely?"
"Really stiles it's ok, you've already done to much. And plus i think you really have to get Malia, cause she's still with scott and she's probably going to be pissed of, because her boyfriend is to late " i say with a fake smile. I don't know what but there feels something of about her the last few days.
"Okay, bye Lyds" he gives me a hug and then gets in his blue jeep.

P.o.v. Stiles
When i saw that she stepped in her car and she started driving, i also turned my car on and drove back to scott. I knocked on the door and scott immidiatly opened. "Hey stiles what are you doing here?" "Ow i just wanted to come and pick Malia up to drive her home." I say
"Uhmmm stiles she left 45 minutes ago with Theo. He was going to drive her home." " owwww" i say. For a few seconde i'm speechless, then i speak up and say " ow ok then, i should probably go. Btw how are Liam and Hayden? " " they are laying together on the cough, snuggeling in to eachother." Wow i think to myself, i don't even really have a relationship like that. "And scott are you a little better after the arrow incident and all?"
"I'm fine stiles. It's probably just someone who stole her arrows." "yeah probably" i say back. Then i give him a brotherly hug and leave. I was away in my thoughts when i finnaly stopped walking. And when i look at my foots i see my moms grave before them. How did i get here i think. The only thing i remember is that i started drinking the wiskey i had with me and then i started telling my mom how bad i feel about allisons death. And about Lydia, almost every time i'm with my Moms grave i talk about lydia and then i would go and lay down next to her. But now it's to dark and i'm to drunk. Then i remember something. Lydia said to call her when i was at my Moms grave again. I take my phone and start calling Lydia.