doubt

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Dean POV

Maybe I'd given him the wrong idea by doing that... If that was wrong, I'd like to see what was right...YOU'RE STRAIGHT.

He had enough on with the whole psychosis drama without me making reckless decisions.

Reckless decisions make up 90% of my personality...

Anyway I was at home, it was Saturday and my house was quiet in the late morning.
I was bored stiff and I had to wait until Cas was out of the hospital at 6 before I actually moved out of bed.

I rolled over to try to sleep when my mobile rung on the bedside table.

'Cas mobile - incoming call'

"Hey Cassy, what's up?"

"Hello Dean, I'm okay"

"Good, what can I do for you?"

"I need to talk about last night, I know it probably was innocent and just... Not well...gay"

"Yeah"

"But I've been pushing down these feelings for a while and..."

"Cas... Don't please because I can't say the same back and It will hurt"

"That's what I thought... Urm thank you I'll see you at 6"

Damn my best friend was great, he takes this stuff so well...

Castiel POV

I threw my phone across the room and let it slam into the wall of the tiny check up room.
Told you he didn't want you,
I don't even care anymore...
But that's your problem, you do.
Shut up.

I march down the hallway...
Don't you remember how much more simple things were when you first met?
I prefer how we are now.
I don't think you do,
I do,
So you don't miss being able to talk to him without wanting to eat his face?
Not particularly, you're not fun today.

3 year's
"What did he ever do to you?"
One voice rung through the high pitched buzz and the sound of my own blood corsing through my head.

Told you, you didn't tell me anything. You're not even normal enough to go to school, I am they just don't like me.

"Come on phsyco freako, tell Winchester what you did" I hear another voice as I stumble to my feet.

Punch him, kick him.
"Something along the lines of this"
I swing my fist quickly, feeling it smack against the jaw of the tall male before me.
That was epic!

I feel a strong pair of arms grasp me from behind and drag me away out of the corridor, outside.
I didn't struggle, if somebody was gonna attack me I could take them.

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