Castiel's POV
"I MEAN HE'S LITERALLY ON THE CEILING"
"I'm not in the mood"
"GOOD MORNING VIETNAM!"
"LIGHT FITTING- CEILING- LIGHT FITTING- CEILING"
"THERE'S A DIFFERENCE SATAN!"
"Fine I'll come down, but not for long"
I finally sigh as Ariel sits on the end of my bed convincing me to finally leave the security of my bedroom after weeks now.
How are you Cas? You know how I am and it isn't good, so close yet so far aren't you. Shut up.
I jog downstairs just in time to see Lucifer swinging off of the light. Haha idiot.
He's our idiot.
"Cas good to finally see you" Lucifer chants, his blonde hair static and stuck out.
"Don't get used to it" I snap walking towards the kitchen counter.
"Me and Balthy prepared a song for you" the small Satan giggles to Balthazar who sat just below him.
"And a one... Two... Three"
"He ain't worth it! And you're far too good"
"He's a douche bag, his head is full of wood"
"Novak's hate him, he will get hate mails"
"He even had the nerve to go step on my snails"
Ralph joined in towards the end and all three were doing thriller on the dining table.
It didn't exactly go with the tune...
"Hey Cassy, stay and watch doctor who with us, we ordered pizza" Ralph pulls on my sleeve before turning to his left and whispering "I don't have a knife"
"Okay fine" I sigh sliding down into a cellotaped dining chair.
"Good you're out of your room, I'm glad" Anna skips into the room, "m&m?" She offers before throwing about twelve at me anyway.
"Hey I want a blue one!"
"THEY ALL TASTE THE SAME"
"NO THE BLUE ONE'S TASTE OF SORROW!!"
"THE RED ONE'S TASTE OF HELL-"
"don'T INSULT MY KINGDOM!"
I found myself grinning again, I didn't really need an immature little boy to love me... I had my family, they love me.
Dean POV
I was feeling guilty again... I'd let him down, I'd try everything to get to see him, I broke my wrist again and shattered my knee cap... But they just kept refering me to somebody else.
He wouldn't answer my calls or texts, nothing I could say could help him.
Was I supposed to say 'I love you' and just kiss and make up...
Maybe so, but then again it doesn't change the fact that I'd never really fallen that deeply for him... I'd used him.
I left him another voicemail
"Hey Cas, it's me... Again.
I hope you're okay, you're not at the hospital... That sucks. I miss you, you know? I don't deserve it but call me back please, I have to say something"
I looked up from my cracked, broken little phone and spotted the pills on the side...
That could work.
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Cas POV
"What an idiot" I sob pushing open both doors to the intensive care ward and rushing off inside the room.
"A stupid, stupid idiot" I continue to mutter approaching the bed.
"I don't deserve to feel guilty...
You were calling me names!"
Dean was laid there after having his stomach pumped of 3 whole packets of pain killers.
What was this for? To get back at me.
And if relapsing was going to happen, this is where it would.
I was back under his spell because I knew that he was just stupid enough to do something like this... And it was for me, if I knew any better.
It was slightly unfair, I'd just hit a stage where I wasn't thinking about him constantly... And now it's done, back to square one.
Commence sitting by his bed stage, watching him lay there 24/7 looking beautiful and pale.
Slowly but surely falling in love with him again... Even though he'd probably wake up and never feel the same.
It was hard, but it happened...
I couldn't help thinking, first time was a throw away anyway... We could try this again.
Sorry Cas... Bye
Shut up, I don't need your sympathies...
...
Hello? Rodger?
...
Rodger...
No going back now, I love him...
That's final, whatever he thinks of me really... I love him.
And when he wakes up...
I'll tell him that...
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Angel in red (destiel AU)
Fanfictioneverything Dean does results in him being stuck in hospital, with crappy food, unattractive nurses and a disgusting smell. everybody else thinks he's just prone to getting broken or sick that it's just now a regular thing. but it's not... it's inte...
