After Packing Breakdown

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"All done."

"That was fast." I say. "Yeah, I don't have that much stuff." He says. "Tell me about it. I'm wearing YOUR clothes." I retort. "Yeah, I know. I'm sorry." He says apologetically. "Its not your fault, you don't have to apologize." I say, trying to make him feel better about it. He didn't do anything wrong, I understand what he meant. I would've said the same thing before the streets. "But I feel bad because I'm standing here complaining about what I have and you don't have anything. I feel bad because I can't do more for you, I didn't find you sooner. I just feel like a total douche." He says, pretty much crying. He might as well have just stabbed me in the heart with a house key. It wouldn't have hurt as much. I practically explode all up in his face. "Ashton, shut up. Just shut. up. You are NOT  a douche. There is NO way you could've found me sooner. Its was a one in one bogillion chance that you would've found me in the first place. You only do one show in Indiana every U.S. or world tour. Its a miracle that I'm not still out there. And you're doing all you can. You gave me food, a place to live. You're loving me like a sister. You let me sleep in your bed last night. You're doing all I've ever needed. You gave me a home, and that's all I'll ever need. A home. A place where I can go for comfort, safety, and most importantly LOVE. Love is what will fuel me. All I need is love and you're giving that to me. So just shut up and feel good about yourself. You've already done everything for me."

I was so busy blowing up that I didn't notice Luke, Micheal, and Calum were standing in the doorway, staring at me in astonishment. Ash just kinda stood there awkwardly with his head down. "Ash? Are you okay?" He looks up at me with tears in his eyes. I almost tear up myself at the sight of this. "You really feel that way?" He asks me. "Of course I do. Why would I say that if it wasn't true?" He lets a tear fall. I wipe it away. "Please don't cry, Ashton." He leans his face close to mine...

(A/N: And I'll leave it on that cliff hanger. Hey peoples! I finally updated, yay!!! Hope you like, bye bye!)

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