Dan's POV:
~a few days later~
I've been watching coming out videos on YouTube for days now. I've decided to come out to my parents at the end of this week. Phil was the one who had me me realize I was gay. But I was still debating telling him. What if he hates me? Ugh whatever. I'm just concentrating on telling my parents right now.
I'm pretty sure I've watched all of the coming videos on YouTube yet I'm still looking for more. I even watched Connor's, Troye's and Tyler's but I'm still a nervous wreck.
It's Wednesday now and I'm telling them on Friday, after they see a movie. I'm in the middle of watching a coming out video when I get inturupted by a Skype call from Phil. I answer.
"Hey Dan!" He says.
"Hey Phil!" I wave at him. "So why did you Skype me? Anything important?" I ask.
"Nah. Just bored" he sighs. I smile at him.
"Same. My parents are gone too." I look around thinking of what to say when I think of a game to play. "Hey Phil! Wanna play truth or dare?" He smiles and I get butterflies in my stomach.
"Yea! I'll go first. Truth or dare?"
"Hmmmm, TRUTH!" He thinks for a second.
"What do you think is your biggest physical flaw?"
I answer immediately, "Everything. I hate everything about myself." Phil frowns a bit.
"Why do you hate everything? You literally don't have any flaws Dan!"
I blush and look down hoping he won't notice. "Truth or dare Phil!"
He fake ponders for a second before answering, very loudly I may add, "DAAAAAAARE!"
I think for a while trying to come up with the perfect dare. "Say the alphabet backwards and do it in a American accent." I'm laughing my head off as Phil fails at an American accent. "That was....... Awful." I say in between laughs.
"I know! This is why I will never do the accent tag!" After we both settle down we continue the game for almost 2 hours, when Phil's mum makes him go shopping with her.
"Goodbye Phil! Don't forget April 21!" I wave at him.
"I won't! Bye!" He says back waving and I end the Skype call. When I close out Skype I realize that it's 1 in the morning. I change into a jumper and sweatpants and sleep.
~time skip next day~
I've been freaking out all day. Tomorrow is the day I've set to come out to my parents. It's almost 10 at night and I haven't done anything but worry!
I sit and watch some Netflix to try and calm down but I can't focus on it. My mind is distracted by tomorrow. I manage I get through the day and go to bed at 1:30 in the morning. I lay down in my bed and the last thought that passes through my mind is, what if they hate me?
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The One - Phanfic AU
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING SMUT WARNING Dan goes on YouTube to help him get through his depression, when he stumbles across a lighthearted YouTube channel, "AmazingPhil", also known as Phil Lester. When fate brings them together, Dan, being the awkward person...