1 month later.
Tulisa's still sleeping with both Danny and Fazer. What started out as a casual thing for her has proved to be more because every time she sees Fazer she falls for him a little more. She looks forward to seeing Fazer and dreads leaving him. Danny still thinks that they're trying for a baby but she's still on the pill.
"T?" Danny says but she doesn't answer him. "T?" He repeats and she turns around. "What?" She asks. "I've been talking to you for the past 10 minutes." He replies and she sighs. "Good for you. I'm going back to bed." She says standing up. "I'll come with you." He replies smiling. "No! I'm tired." She says walking upstairs. She climbs into bed and picks up her phone. She looks at the screensaver and sighs. She feels awful for cheating on Danny but she just doesn't feel anything anymore. She does still love him but just not the way she should. She doesn't want to hurt him which is why she wont leave him but she knows she cant carry on like this forever. She places her phone back down on the bedside table and rolls onto her side. She closes her eyes as the tears begin to stream down her cheeks. This is all too much and she's got herself in too deep! Each day she's falling for Fazer more and more. She eventually falls asleep.
At Fazer's.
Fazer's sitting on the sofa when there is a knock at the door. He stands up and walks over to the door. He opens it to reveal his brother Lewis. "Alright Faze?" Lewis says and Fazer smiles. "Hi." He replies. "Right if you're really this cut up over Ash then just phone her." Lewis says shutting the door behind him. "Look its not Ash alright!" Fazer snaps and Lewis sighs. "Then cheer the fuck up." Lewis says. "If you came to have a go at me then turn around and walk back out the fucking door." Fazer replies. "Right okay... Are you gonna talk to me or are you gonna continue to push everyone away until you've got no one left?" Lewis asks sitting down and Fazer sighs. "Its a long story." He replies. "Well I've got all day." Lewis says.
At Tulisa's.
"Baby, I need to leave now." Danny says as he walks into the bedroom. Tulisa closes her eyes and pretends she's still sleeping. Danny leaves for Newcastle today, he'll be away for 1 week to train for a big game they've got coming up. He leans down and places a gentle kiss on her cheek. "Goodbye baby." He whispers before walking out the door. Tulisa hears the front door slam shut after a few minutes and a car start. She sits up and peeks out the window and watches as Danny's taxi drives away. She picks up her phone and sees she's got 3 unread texts. She begins to open and reply to them.
From GG! :
Remember you've got your radio 1 interview today & the live lounge, pick you up at 3 xx
To GG! :
Okay, I'll be ready :)! x
From Fazer :
Missing you gorgeous, when can I see you again?xx
To Fazer :
After my interview, say about 7ish we can have a take-away? xxx
From Danny :
Baby, remember to test today or tomorrow? x
To Danny :
Sorry I missed you leaving... Was exhausted... Will do x
She sighs and locks her phone again. She drags herself out of bed and grabs some jeans and a pink vest top. She has a shower and gets dressed before straightening her hair and doing her make-up. Sure enough at 3pm Gareth is waiting outside. They make their way to the radio 1 studios and she begins her interview with Fearne Cotton. "Tulisa! Hello?" Fearne says. "Hey Fearne." She replies. "So obviously we've got you doing live lounge today so this is only going to be a quick interview." Fearne says and Tulisa smiles. "Okay." She replies. "So how are things with Danny? You seem very happy and settled?" Fearne asks. "Things are great!" Tulisa replies even though she's lying, things are far from great and she knows it! "That's good... So what's coming up for you?" She asks. "Umm... Another album, possibly a tour and maybe a book." Tulisa replies smiling. "Oh exciting... Well its time for your live lounge... What song are you singing today and why?" Fearne asks. "Stay by Miley Cyrus because at the moment its kind of how I'm feeling." Tulisa replies. "Oh with Danny being away and that?" Fearne asks and Tulisa nods her head. "Yeah that." She lies. A few minutes later her live lounge begins.
"Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
......................................
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you" She finishes singing the song and a tear falls down her cheek. She quickly wipes it away and says bye to Fearne before getting Gareth to drop her back home. When home she changes into some joggies and a t-shirt. She grabs her onesie and throws it into a bag before feeling her phone vibrate in her pocket. She pulls it out to see she's got 2 unread texts. She reads them and quickly replies.
From Danny :
Baby I listened to your interview, it was beautiful... I love you! Did you test?xx
To Danny :
Glad you liked it, nope doing that in a minute! x
From Fazer :
Listened to your interview T, it was lovely and your voice is amazing! Cant wait to see you tonight, will you stay?xx
To Fazer :
Glad you liked it, incase you hadn't noticed, that song was actually about you haha! I'll be over soon and of course I'll stay :) xx
She goes into the bathroom and pulls the pregnancy test out the drawer. She throws it in her bag and heads to Fazer's.
She arrives at Fazer's about 15 minutes later and walks up to the front door. She chaps before pushing the handle down and walking in. She shuts the door behind her and locks it as usual. She drops her bag at the door and walks over to Fazer who's sitting on the sofa. She sits down on his knee and crashes her lips to his. He wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her closer to him. "I've missed you." He mumbles into the kiss. "I've missed you too!" She mumbles pulling away from him. "So what you been up to?" He asks. "Nothing... I'll be back in a minute. I need to pee." She replies and he laughs. She climbs off his knee and grabs the pregnancy test out her bag without him noticing.
In Newcastle.
Danny's sitting in a bar with a few of the guys off the team. They're all talking when someone brings up the conversation of kids. "So do you and T plan on having any kids?" James asks. "Of course... We're actually trying right now... We have been for a month." Danny replies with the biggest smile on his face. "God you really do like her don't you?" Tyler asks. "I love her mate... Call me soppy but she's my world. I'm planning on proposing to her next week. I've got the ring specially made, I just need to book the restaurant." Danny replies. "Oh wow... Your actually gonna commit to one bird for the rest of your life..." James says and Danny sighs. "T ain't a 'bird' and she ain't just any woman... She's special." Danny replies.
