Chapter 7 (Mark 2) - Despair and Hurt

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Mello: WHY DO THIS TO US

Matt: DO YOU LIKE TO TORTURE US

Me: Yes :) Anyway! Enjoy this guys, it's only a short thing cause... yeah. The next chapter should be long. Ish.

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Matt P.O.V.

I couldn't believe what had happened.

It was more eventful than the lead up to Pokemon Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire. More... shocking and wonder-enhancing than the new Final Fantasy games. Overall though, it left me wondering- what am I? Am I just gay for Mello? I thought I was straight. Every bone in my body told me that. And yet...

The alcohol.

Yeah. I'll blame the alcohol.

The experience had been sobering. As the beautiful avenger lay on top of me, I felt like I was in heaven. I never felt any of this with Harmony. It was as if all the stars aligned, a perfect crescent moon delicately dangling within the mirage of lights. Not one star out of place. 

And then one star fell.

"We uh... we need to find a way out." He spoke as he got dressed, shaking slightly. I frowned in worry.

"Are you alright? Jesus Christ, why am I asking that after what we just..." Mentally face palming, I went to continue but he cut me off.

"We did nothing, okay? Nothing happened."

Cracks appeared in my perfection.

"But Mel..."  

"Mail, we're adults. We have responsibilities now. Maybe doing something like this was okay when we were younger, but not now. Not when I'm a father, and a boyfriend, practically husband. All we need to focus on is finding a damn cure for that virus- we're close now, I can just feel-"

"You're such an ass, you know that? Fuck the cure. Most of them are too far gone!" I snapped, desperate to hold onto this shred of peace and tranquility. I had felt better in that long gone moment than I did when I smoked. And then Mello...

"Matt-" I knew that the moment that I longed to return to was gone. A bubble of anger, despair and embarrassment boiled in my gut.

"No Mel! You're a fucking ass- next you'll be saying we need to fuck the girls to procreate since our species is basically dead, and that's why we can't be together!"

"Well..." Disbelief. The feeling of disbelief bit at my heart... and then it was replaced by pure, unadulterated disgust.

"Fucking bastard! That's disgusting!" I quickly got up, not wanting to look at his disturbed face any longer, and pulled on my clothes as quick as I could. As I pulled on my shirt, I noticed that he went to grab my shoulder, yet my instincts took over and I moved, giving him a dark look. "Don't fucking touch me... I don't want you anywhere near me, or even my family. Okay? Don't talk to Nick. Don't talk to Harmony. And hell- Don't talk to me." I walked to the door, done with all of this, and slammed my fist into it. "Open up!" 

"Matt--" The desperation in his tone sickened me.

"I SAID FUCKING OPEN UP!"

Maddy let me out and I walked away quickly to my apartment before Mello could see the tears in my bared, naked eyes, and the wince in my step as I walked. Now I knew how Bowser felt when Mario kicked his ass.

***

"Nick, come on, you've got to come out of there some time!" I called out as I knocked on my brother's bedroom door. "I made breakfast!"

"No!" His muffled response came through the door, making me groan in frustration. "It's not fair! Why didn't Mello talk to me?! What did I do wrong!?"

"Nothing, N..." I sighed and placed my forehead on his bedroom door. "Maybe he was busy."

"Doing what? Thinking? He was just sat around with a fucking sad-"

"NICK!"

"Oh come on, you swear all the time!"

"You're eight!"

"So?! I'm a boss!"

"Nicholas..." My warning tone was getting a lot of use with this kid.

"Fine fine, I'm sorry! But still. He looked like a kicked puppy!"

Guilt swelled in my heart, before I pushed it into a mental cage, locking it up and throwing away the key. "Well he must have his reasons-"

"One of which being you!"

"I did nothing wrong!"

Nick sighed, before I heard the doorhandle on his door turn. Stepping back, I watched as the door was pulled back, revealing my little annoying brother in disheveled. "Yeah but... Matt, have you looked in a mirror recently? You haven't shaved. You haven't eaten. It's only been three days, right? And you look like hell." He gave me a sincerely concerned expression, before he ran into my arms, hugging me tightly around the waist. "You worry me."

I placed a hand on the top of his head with a soft smile. "I'm fine Nick, really. Don't worry about me."

He sniveled, pulling back to look up at me innocently. "How can't I? You're practically my parent and you're a mess."

Playfully I messed up his hair. "I'm always a mess."

"Touche."

Noticing the sad look still in his eyes, I frowned for a second before smirking. "How about we play a game of Mario Kart to pass the time?"

And just like that, he grinned at me and ran over to the sofa. "I'll beat you!"

Laughing, I started to walk over. "I'm sure you wi-"

There was a knock at the door.

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