elliot's daily thoughts

idkwiibilhif

idkwiibilhif

i don't know what it is but i like how it feels

i dont know what it is whenever i see those reposts that feel like they're about me 

i dont know what it is whenever you tell me im cute 

i dont know what it is when i immediately feel better when i see your name on my phone screen 

i dont know what it is whenever you text me first 

i dont know what it is whenever you tell me what you're doing right now 

i dont know what it is whenever you tell me i could kiss you and you wouldnt mind 

i dont know what it is whenever you say bye to me although my friends dont even do that 

i dont know what it is when you want to know stuff about me 

i dont know what it is when i tell you the most random stuff and you actually listen 

i dont know what it is when you remember the tiny details i forgot i even told you

i dont know what it is when you laugh at my jokes even the unfunny ones 

i dont know what it is whenever you call me gremlin 

i dont know what it is when i catch myself smiling at my phone because of you

i dont know what it is when you say stuff half-joking and i can't tell if you mean it or not

i dont know what it is when we both feel the same way but dont say it out loud 

i dont know what it is when you said "she belongs to me" and some stupid part of me doesn't hate the sound of it

i dont know what it is when we talk about things we probably shouldn't and it still feels natural

and still, i like the way it feels

and still, im scared

im sorry