The Only Reason || Cake

Solitaire

Luke

Waking up this morning I felt sore and happy but I still wanted to talk to Calum since last nigjt I kinda got carried away like I always do.

So now we were sitting in the kitchen eating the breakfast that I had made when I thought it'd be a good enough time to talk to him.

I mean it's now or never.

'So yesterday I wanted to talk to you about something.' I said as I swallowed some eggs.

'Okay, what is it?' He asked.

'Well since you're leaving for London after this school year I just wanted to say that I love you Calum, I love you so much it hurts me snd you're the best thing that's happened to me in a really lomg time and I could never forget you nor do I want to so that's why I've decided that I'm going to London with you.' I finsihed as I looked him in the eyes.

'Luke, I love you too and you're actually one of the only people that I truly loved but, I can't let you come with me to London. You have a life here and a new job that you love, I can't be responsible for ruining that.' He said and it broke my heart.

'But Calum, you wouldn't be ruining my life, you are my life.' I said.

'I know but I'm sorry. I feel like if you came with me and I let you it'd be selfish of me and I just can't let you.' He said as he started to cry.

'Calum, please. I'm willing to give up everything for you, for us.' I said as I got up and walked over to him.

'That's the problem, I can't let you give up all you have for me. I'm not worth it.' He said as I held his face in my hands and he looked away from me.

'Calum please.' I pleaded as I started to cry as I leaned my forehead on his.

'I'm sorry Luke.' He said as he left my grasp and walked out of my house possibly forever.

I stood there and fell to the ground as I cried my eyes out.

I just love my angel so much.

Calum

After I left Luke's I felt like crap and wanted to curl in a ball and die but I couldn't let him drop everything for me. I couldn't be that selfish no matter how much I'd want it.

So as I was walking to Melanie's I decided it was time I payed a visit back home, to my home.

Walkimg up the steps everything felt so different and unfamiliar yet familiar at the same time. I knocked on the door and waited for it to open.

'Calum?' My mom said as she opened the door.

'Hey mom.' I causally said before I was being enveloped in a hug that stopped all circulation in my brain.

'I've missed you so much Calum oh my God I'm so sorry about everything that happened witb Harry and you and Zayn.' She said as she started to cry and we walked into my old house and sat on the couch together.

'I know mom it's okay I, I forgive him and everyone and I've just missed you.' I said with a smile.

We ended up talking the whole day and night and after I told her about hoing to London she wasn't pleased at first but she soon was okay and was so proud of me.

'Okay so all this time you were in a relationship with your art teacher?' She asked with a confused look.

'Yeah, I know it's not the most ideal situation but what is?' I said.

'Well as long he makes you happy but I am definitely meeting him.' She said.

'Well you don't have to worry about that I kind of broke up with him.' I said sadly.

'What? Why?' She asked.

'Well I'm leaving soon and long distance relationships don't work ever, I'm just saving myself heartache from later in the future.' I reasoned trying to tell myself that was the case.

'Are you sure that's what you want?' She asked and I just shrugged with a pout.

'Well at least rethink it.' She said.

'Okay.' I said although I probably wouldn't.

'So where's Zayn?' I asked and she just aighed.

'Well he ended up moving out and is living with some friend or whatever, who cares?' She said and I smiled cause I know I don't.

'I'm glad to be home again.' I said with a satisfied sigh.

After talking some more I headed to my room and fell asleep with all these emotions in my head.

-Hey

So I wasn't even gonna write Calum talking to his mom but I figured I had to

One more chapter then an epilogue (:

Love you