The Only Reason || Cake

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Luke

To say I was shocked and weirded out at not only Ashton's actions but also mine is an understatement.

After Ashton and I had kissed I immediately pulled apart and apologized and got up to leave. I didn't even want him at least not anymore and I just think it was the alcohol that made me do it. I went home after that and bathed in self pity.

We haven't talked since then and I guess I was okay with that since I just wanted to be friends with him and plus I have a new goal, or really a new thing to go after.

Or should I say someone to go after.

Calum.

I know that I said that we shouldn't be together but really who am I kidding? I'm madly in love with the damn kid and I denied it and pushed all those feelings aside because I thought maybe it was the right thing but now I know that it wasn't.

I can't lie to myself anymore.

I can't lie to Calum anymore.

Anyway I got ready this morning for my second year at United Arts and I can't even begin to explain my happiness.

I'm so happy that my contract I sighed has permitted me to work their for a few more years because honestly if I didn't who knows where I'll be.

Driving to the school I couldn't help but feel a litrle happy to see Calum again and all my students. I'm so glad I'm able to teach other art classes besides intro to art and I get to see all my students again.

I hope Calum isn't upset still about what I said to him at the end of last year because if he is then I dont know what I'm going to do.

Finally I arrived at the parking lot and drove to my spot and parked shutting off my car. Getting out I grabbed my bag and noticed Melanie and Calum walking to the art building and I saw him kind of checking me out so I bent over in my car to give him something to stare at.

Thinking I was being kind idiotic I stood up and looked behind me but didn't see them so I just shrugged and walked to classroom. I permanently have my own room now which is great because it means that I don't have to move and change things around every year.

Anyway, walking into my room I looked around and saw all the projects from last year near the wall under the window and I couldn't help but remmeber when Calum came in furious as all hell and smashed his project on the floor. He told me that it was part of his project or presentation or whatever but I wasn't buying it. Something must have happened, I don't know what, but something did happen but regardless I let him slide with that story so it would cause less headache.

I started to put all my things on my desk, like my little decorations if you will and rearranged the desks into groups to try and change things up and also I'm going assign seats which I'm sure the students are going to hate but oh well they'll have to deal with it.

Soon enough the bell rang and school was in session. Being able to teach more than one kind of class has filled my schedule to the max and I only have one feee period but that's not till the last so I have a busy day, or busy days ahead of me.

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Time seemed to fly and it was my second to last class, Calum's class. The class started to pour in and like always I saw Melanie and Calum walk in together and talk about lord knows what they talk about.

'Good evening class and welcome back to another year of school. I hope your summers were fun.' I said and I noticed Calum flinch.

'Okay so you all had me last year but this year I'm going try a few different things. As you can see there are groups of three set up with the desk, there will be assigned seats with those groups and those are the groups you'll have till the end of the year.' I said as everyone groaned in annoyance.

I started to read out the names of the groups and each person went to their table and sat. 'Okay Melanie, Calum, and Andy.' I said and Melanie and Calum highfived and sat at a table.

Soon all the names were called and I began my lesson trying to fight the urge to grab Calum and throw him agaisnt the wall to fuck the shit out of him.

I'm totally okay.

-Hey

I have a feeling you guys are going to like this book (-;

The pic at the top or side is what Luke looks like in this book

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