Just a Dream

Oops.

Song of the chapter- Clumsy by Fergie

I love this song and because reasons.

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It's been three months.

Time really does fly.

Life has been... Good, I guess. I really should be ecstatic, I've been in the recording studio and it's truly amazing. I've been hanging out with Avery and the boys pretty much every spare moment.

So why am I so depressed?

If I'm honest... There's something missing. I'm still not over Zayn, and we barely talk anymore. We just can't handle it, and it's so hard. But for some reason... I don't feel like it's that.

Stuff has really slowed down and there hasn't been so much drama. And certainly no kissing two boys in one day.

Harry... He's the same, really. He's still being a cocky flirt and it annoys me to no end. It's weird though... He's been... Distant, I guess? That's probably the best way to explain it. He's just been off, I don't know.

I know what you're going to ask next. Navery. Okay, they are the most adorable thing ever, no lie. They're finally together, and I'm so happy for them. They've been dating for a couple months now, it's really good. I don't think there's going to be much drama there.

Avery and I have moved in together, it's really quite fun. I love being able to just hang out with her all the time. Of course, it's not very often one on one. Oops.

Me and Niall are still best friends. I don't have quite as much alone time with him because of Navery, but it's fine. Liam and Louis are really fun to be around.

It's weird to think that we all hang out as a group but I don't associate with Zayn or Harry. Well, not purposefully.

Oh yes, being in the same studio as them. That has proven quite interesting, since we essentially work together. I've never loved work more.

Like I said, I should be over-the-top happy. So why am I so down?

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"ALYSSA!"

I turn to Avery, raising an eyebrow. "Yes?"

"Niall invited us over, now get ready!"

I look down at my Beatles t-shirt and black short-shorts. I then look up to see that Avery's all ready. I shrug. "I'm fine in this. Let me just throw on some flip flops."

Avery just shakes her head at me. Well, it's summer. What can I say.

"Let's go!" I yell, running out the door and jumping into my car, failing miserably. "Oops."

Avery just laughs at me and I pout, starting the car and driving.

At some point, I must have gotten lost in my thoughts because Avery yells me out of it. "Huh?"

She gives me a concerned look. "What's wrong?"

I shake my head. "I... I don't know. I feel like it should be about Zayn but it's not. It's weird and I know it, but I just feel off and I don't know why. I feel like something's going to happen and everything will get messed up."

I look over at Avery for a moment, and apparently that was enough.

"ALYSSA LOOK OU-"

And then it all went black.

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Don't hate me, yeah?

Yeah.

By the way, this isn't the super dramatic thing I have planned hehe. This is just stalling. Yup.

I will most likely update again tonight.

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--Nat