Addiction

Ch 28

I fell on the bed after Howard came. I pulled the sheet up to my chin because it was nothing like I experienced with Chris. I laid there looking at the ceiling and my mind went back to that day on Chris kitchen island. I shook my head and felt Howard lips on my skin, I looked down and smiled

Howard: That was amazing baby ( kiss) We never had it like that

Kristen: I been watching some videos on Youtube. They were very informational

Howard: I can see that, watch some more ( kiss) How was it to you

Kristen: It was good

Howard: good?

Kristen: Great

Howard: Great?

Kristen : It was amazing baby all that and more

Howard: That's better ( kiss) so I was thinking about your idea for a trip. Why don't we go out to the beach house for the weekend? I'll take the week off and you too okay

Kristen: Okay

Howard: Good maybe we can start making a child of our own

Kristen: A child? Howard we talked about this

Howard: We are in the fifth year of our marriage, we have jobs that bring in enough money. Our home would be beautiful with a child

Kristen : We do have one Kailey,

Howard: Kailey is my niece not my child.

Kristen: I thought you was like a dad to her

Howard: Why do you do this all the time huh, every time I pull out the kids word. You start acting scared. You don't want to have my baby Kristen

Kristen: You don't understand!

Howard: Make me understand

Kristen: Im tired its been a long night, lets go to sleep

Howard: Okay but this conservation isn't over

Kristen: for the moment it is, good night

Howard: Kristen stop shutting me out im your husband

Kristen: Don't remind me ( rolls eyes) ...goodnight

Howard: I love you

Howard Pov: I looked over and I saw her eyes closed. I laid back down and folded my hands on my chest. I wonder what making her pull away so slowly from me, she has been acting very different. Tonight when we was making love she was calling me daddy. She never called me that, maybe it was from the video she was watching. I looked over at her and was about to close my eyes when I heard her phone ring. I looked over at the clock and it read four o'clock in the morning. I looked at her ,she was still sleeping. A part of me was going to get up and check it for her, but then I realized that my wife loves me. she wouldn't jeopardize this love over a temporary love affair. Would she ?