Love since grade one

Chapie 5

"Aidan was late for work this morning because you didn't wake him up ! It's all about you isn't it?" My mom yelled as I entered the kitchen.

"I'm not always going to be able to wake him up !!" I shouted back angrily. My mom was so suddenly over the edge all the time, constantly yelling.

"What because your going to be gone or something ? Moving out are you?" She hissed back.

"I never mentioned moving out but you'd like that wouldn't you? What I meant was I forget things, I'm sorry for being human. Geez, what crawled up your ass." I spat and walked away to my lovely room. I swear one day my dads going to kick her out, that will be the day that ill be the happiest person in the world.

She doesn't deserve such a hard working man like my father. All she did was sit at home like a useless house wife who only cares about herself and controlling other people. She takes my fathers money as spends it all for her own purposes. One day, karma is going to come and bite her in the ass.

I sat on my bed and read for several hours while munching on a few chips and hiding from my mom. This is how I usually spend my time, I wasn't fond of her, it's not like she cared about me or anyone else. She pushes away everyone who cares about her until they refuse to see her.

So why is my father still with her you may ask. That's funny because despite the secret hatred her kids have for her, my father wants us all to be a family until we leave this house. It terrible, he shouldn't have to suffer like this just for us. I'd rather be living with my father in siblings, separated from my mom, nearly rich. Then being a hobo family living in boxes.

For the rest of the night, all I did was hide in my room. Eventually my brothers and father would come in and greet me while I attacked them with hugs and kisses. Aidan was ever so nicely to bring me dinner in bed. I know they could sense my rage for her, it's been building up for the longest time. She's been yelling at me for stupid tiny things. We were all getting angry over her, hopefully father would act soon... She's doing a good job at tearing this family apart with her bare hands.

Like any other usual night, I cried myself to sleep. Not just because of my mother, but because of my lonely past. Who am I? I never truly got to discover myself yet, I only knew that I was a lonely, unattractive little blonde girl. It doesn't matter though, I can tell almost everyone hates me. I thought about spencer before drifting off into sleep.

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>BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP<

"Shut up" I murmured to my alarm before pressing the snooze button. I sighed and got up to get ready for school. Showered, dressed, ate, packed a lunch... The usual. While I was doing my makeup, I made sure to cover up my red puffy eyes so no sherlock nerds at school made any accusations. Then I stood out at my bus stop waiting for the bus, and when it came all I did was regret waking up and got on board. I took our my phone and texted Kat.

Me: hey babe :*

Kat: morn baby <3

Me: if people actually read our conversations they'd think we're lesbians.. o.o

Kat: this beauty would turn any straight girl to one ;)

Me: lmfao! This is why we're best friends ;3

Kat: meow :3

Me: omg I was just going to say that! o:

Kat: ouhhh mmm geee! TWINSSS! :D

Me: yesterday mum yelled at me again -.-

Kat: you have to tell your dad .-.

Me: Ik.... But he wants to keep us a family until all of us kids are out of the house .-.

Kat: when you turn 18, your moving out as am I and were sharing a nice house c;

Me: BEST IDEA EVER. I love you kat :D anyways g2g bus is at school, cya inside !

I hopped off the bus and entered the school, walking to my locker. I did the combination and threw my back pack inside.

"Hey girly!" Kat said walking up to me.

"Hey beautiful!" I said, smiling while engulfing her in a hug.

"Cheerleading try outs are tonight, you ready?" She said. My eyes went wide.

"I totally forgot, I'm so happy I put my cheer stuff in my locker yesterday just incase this would happen". I said and kat breathed a sign of relief.

I grabbed my books out of my locker and shut it. Slipping my phone into my pocket, we walking to geography together.

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