The Reason (Frerard)

The Realization (Chapter 9)

March 31, 2013 (Early Morning)

Frank's PoV

I hung up the phone with Andy, my ex from years ago. This hadn't been exactly your normal relationship. Andy had, or has some problems. If Andy didn't have control over everything in the relationship he would go ballistic. He treated me as a child would treat a toy of theirs, use it for fun and leave for something better. Yet at the end of the day he would always come back to play with me again.

Well when Gerard came into my life all of this changed. Gerard was the light to my darkness masked as a relationship.  Before I could continue I heard a pounding on my door. Knowing this was Andy I went to greet him. 

Gerard's PoV

I followed Frank out of the bedroom, to the front door where he met none other than his old boyfriend, Andy Biersack. I knew that their old romance wasn't a healthy one, and it often resulted in Frank being used. 

What I didn't expect is what Andy did next. I watched in shock and hurt as Andy shoved Frank against the wall, kissing him roughly. The impact caused the photo of  Frank and I's anniversary dinner to crash unto the floor, the glass of the frame shattering to a million pieces just as my heart did. Frank fell to the floor, trying to pick up the photo, but Andy dragged him by his feet into the bedroom and slammed the door shut behind them.

And that's when I realized that I should go back home for a while. 

Frank's PoV

I felt immediate regret when the picture frame crashed to the floor, but as soon as I reached toward it, I was being forcefully pulled into my own bedroom and having the door slammed behind me. 

"Andy, Jesus Christ" I said as he picked me up and threw me on my bed. 

"What?" he replied innocently, pulling off his belt, then mine. He soon after pulled my pants and boxers along with off together, revealing my length. Oh shit, here we go.

He then  flipped me to where I faced the pillows, and started wrapping the belts around my wrist and the bedpost, tying me there.  I heard my beside table open, and shut. Slowly after I felt two lubed fingers enter me.

"Ah fuck" I let out as he started moving his finger about. He soon after pulled out and after a small moment later I felt his cock enter me. As he thrusted into me I started pulling at the restraints and moaning. He dug his nails into my hips and ass to the point of bleeding and bit into my shoulder. When I was almost to my breaking point he removed the belts and pulled out.

"Ride me you stupid fucking whore." he commanded, and of course I followed his command. 

As I rode him he began to stroke my length, causing me to come undone on his pale chest.  Soon after he came as well, and I rolled back over on my bed. Andy was never much of a cuddle person but to my surprise I felt him wrap his tattooed arms around me and kiss the back of my head.  Not too far after I felt Andy fall asleep beside me, this was also quite out of our ordinary. He always left after sex, never stayed.  

I began to think about our deal. The deal that we made many years ago. Andy had a certain set of abilities, of which I didn't understand. He could heal the mind and body. Years back when Gerard was feeling suicidal I called Andy. I had saved his number in case of an emergency like that. On upon calling him he made a deal with me. The deal stated he would heal Gerard so he wouldn't feel that way anymore, but of course there was a cost. The cost was him coming over one night of the year and making love to me like years before. I had made that deal 4 years ago and fulfilled my side ever since then. Whilst pondering on these thoughts I realized he let Gerard die. He was supposed to stop those thoughts but he didn't. With tears running down my face I realized I had to confront him in the morning. 

"I'll somehow avenge you Gerard." Was my final thought before drifting to sleep.