Getting adopted by our idols

Chapter 36

~1 year later~
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I was still in a coma. It was another Christmas. I had missed Warped. Everyone's birthday. Holidays. Vacations with the guys. Most of them had stopped visiting me after 6 months of me being in a coma. Yea I was upset but it couldn't be helped. I watched my friends go to school. I walked home with some of them. I was just so alone. The last time I was given a bouquet was on January. They were wilted and dead. I had no one. I couldn't talk to anyone. No one noticed me. I cried all the time when I was at the hospital. I was just so sad. Ashley came to check up on me monthly except for when they were on tour. Sierra and Kierra had sent me gifts and many get well soon cards. I sighed. I was forgotten. It was as if I didn't exist. My dyed hair is long gone. I decided to check up on Ashley. I walked to our house. I walked into the living room when I saw a short girl with pink hair sitting in the living room watching TV. I looked at her. Maybe he adopted her. She can be my little sister but.. Why hasn't he talked about her? I sighed. I don't get things anymore. I walked back to the hospital and saw Jazmine outside her house. She was talking to a guy. I remember him. We had him a year ago. His name was Austin. I decided to watch them for a couple of minutes. They did nothing in particular so I kept going to the hospital. I saw Maria crying at the park a street down from the hospital. I walked up to her. She was crying and numbing my name. I looked at her confused and she talked again. "Anastasia. Why? Why did it have to be you? My brother loves you and he's devistated. We both are. Why didn't you stay home. Why?!" She choked down a sob "we are so sorry for not visiting. It was to hard for us. To much. Seeing you there. Motionless. It... Its just to much to bear.. Please come back to us. Wake up from that long nap you've taken. Ashley is giving you a year and a half until he disconnects you. P..please wake up by then. Please." She whispers. I stay there shocked. Ashley is going to disconnect me? Why. I thought... At that moment Derek appears looking frantic. He spots Maria and he seems to calm down. Derek. "I'm so so sorry Derek. I didn't know you had feelings for me." I whisper. Of course he didn't hear anything. He tells Maria that they need to go home. She nods and they walk back to their house. I sigh and walk back to the hospital. I lay on the floor and cry. Cry because I can't wake up. Cry because I hurt so many people. Cry because my dad will let me die if I don't wake up. Cry because no one had visited me anymore. And. I cry because I can't help but feel like shit for not being able to do anything about it.