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Crystal's p.o.v-
Three and a half months later:
We had a son and named him Asher Mason Biersack. He was born with a thick head of brown hair just like me. I think he might have blue eyes but it's too early to tell. And of course he was late, the little turd. They wanted to give me a C section because I was having trouble pushing but of course I refused and had him the good old fashioned way.
I wouldn't let anyone else in the room but Andy who I was still slowly reconnecting with. Everyday I was learning something new about him. And I had said I love you out loud while I was giving birth.... It made him cry. A lot of the things I did or remembered made him cry. He explained to me that it was because he was so terrified he'd never see me again when I was abducted. It made me wonder what he was like before....
He told me that he felt like I was falling in love with him all over again. And he was exactly right, he could see it.
The doctors still didn't know what to think about my memory loss and I started going less and less. Andy reassured me that it would all be ok. That he'd teach me about everything all over again just like Jess had been trying to do.
Asher had his own room in our beautiful new house of course. Andy and I worked on decorating his room together. We still had a lot of work to do considering we now knew he was a boy hahahaha. Andy was going to make his room into a batman extravaganza I'm sure.
It had only been a month and a half since we brought Asher home and the sleepless nights were overwhelming. I often took charge because Andy had to get up early to go to the studio and record. His band was putting the final touches on their album.
I was dreading him having to go on tour.... We had talked about it several times over the months. He always reassured me that Id have help with Asher. I knew Jess would be around but... I really wish I knew my mother... Or father... No one would tell me about them.
Even though I was starting to feel more comfortable with not being able to remember things, I was still THOROUGHLY frustrated. People knew things about my personal life that I didn't and should but they weren't sharing any information with me. I didn't know who to turn to who would give me the info I wanted.
Everyone I knew now, I had just gotten to know.
Mid thought, the monitor in our room went off. Asher was awake and crying. I jumped out of bed and headed to his room.
It was going to be a long night of work for Andy. He told me he probably wouldn't be home from the studio until early am. I hated nights like these... sleeping alone.
I took Asher out of his crib and sat down in the rocking chair to nurse him back to sleep. It didn't take long before I was placing him back in. I cracked the door and went to head back to the room when I was distracted by the bathroom fan.
Odd... I guess Andy was home but... He usually came straight to me when he did. Maybe he just really had to use the bathroom.
But then I heard him grunt and curse under his breath. He had left the door cracked... I moved closer to it and leaned my ear closer to the opening.
He grunted again and then groaned. "F*ucking dumb b*itch." He cursed.
What the h*ell!?
I wanted to open the door so bad. I wanted to ask him what was wrong. Who was a dumb b*itch?
Suddenly a memory flashed through my mind, causing my head to throb painfully. I inhaled sharply through my teeth and brought both of my hands to my temples.
I was being held tightly against someone's chest. A knife at my throat. The memory made my whole body begin to tremble.
W-what.... was this memory?
'You're virginity, for your life.'
That voice....
'Yes, I am crazy. But I would figure, that's kind of obvious, right?'
THAT VOICE!
I knew that voice...
'Because if I let you live, I always want you to remember that I did. I'm sure you'll never forget this way. It's your choice.'
Oh. My. God....
I looked up from the floor and removed my hands from my head. In that split second, I clenched my teeth and shoved open the bathroom door. It made a loud banging noise and I prayed to God Asher was fast asleep.
I gasped as soon as I caught sight of Andy.
He was standing in his briefs, holding a bloody washcloth to his cheek. He looked completely disheveled and his eyes were angry. I couldn't help but let out a whimper.
"Crystal...." The hard expression on his face suddenly dropped and he looked terrified.
He took a step forward and I took a step back. His forearms were splattered in blood along with his hands, neck and face.
"W-what the hell... w-hat the hell is going on here?" My voice shook terribly. He looked so menacing I wanted to run for Asher and lock myself in his room with him.
Andy took another step forward and I took yet another back.
"Crystal, it's ok sweetheart. I'm not gonna hurt you..." His voice was gentle, calm.
'You're virginity for your life...' The words rang in my head again and I squinted as the ache in my head grew.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked, looking almost as terrified as I felt.
"You..." I took in a deep breath suddenly feeling lightheaded. "You r-raped me? You threatened to kill me!? Why the f*uck am I here right now!?" I could feel my panic starting to rise.
Here Andy stood half naked, covered in blood... Did he... do it to someone else!?
"Baby no. D*ammit.... That would be something you would remember before other things." He said almost angrily.
"So you admit it!?"
"No! I didn't... I didn't r*ape you. You...." He ran his hand down over his face sighing deeply. "I was saving you from someone in a parking garage who would have killed you if I didn't get to you first."
"But you... said those words. It was you, I remember it clearly. Your face. I can see it now. I was sitting in my car and you had a knife... ANDY WHY DID YOU HAVE A KNIFE!?" My voice broke and I backed up again. He was going to walk out of the bathroom and he was going to follow me.
"What words baby, what words?" He whispered.
"Y-your virginity, for your life...why did you say that to me? You said it, don't try to deny it. What did you do to me?..."
He dropped the washcloth from his face to reveal a bloody line. I gasped. Someone had cut him? What the h*ell was he doing? Who was he? I didn't know him at all, I was foolishly naive to think I was even starting to.
"Come here baby, let's talk about this ok?" He began to walk towards me and I didn't even think, I just ran, heading for our bedroom.
"Crystal!"
OH GOD HE WAS GOING TO F*UCKING KILL ME!
I flew through the door, turning quickly but before I could get the door completely closed, his arm blocked if from shutting and it swung open.
The momentum of the door flinging back open knocked me on my a*ss and I looked up at Andy towering overtop of me, looking much more menacing from this angle.
