How else would you expect this to end, END. 😋💕 thanks for sticking around guys. It means more than you know.
Crystal p.o.v-
I watched Asher run around and around the coffee table, while he watched some cartoon on t.v in which I did not know the name.
My heart felt full.
He was almost 5 now. A full head of blonde hair, sky blue eyes and one hell of a smile. Just like his daddy.
I know it had been almost 5 years since we were reunited with our infant son and turned human again. I know it had been a peaceful 5 years full of happiness and love but I had moments like this often. Where it just felt like my heart might implode with happiness.
Andy was recording with BVB in the studio at this very moment. It was 7:39pm and I was letting Asher get out his energy before lying him down to sleep. I knew Andy wouldn't be coming home tonight and that definitely put a damper on my happy moment...
Sleeping alone was something that one never grew used to. After being married and with a person for what felt like forever it just felt... wrong.
I knew it was habit forming but I let Asher sleep in Andy and I's bed often, when he was gone. He was my constant. He wasn't Andy and he was just a toddler but he made me feel like I wasn't so alone.
To say I missed Andy when he was away was a terrible understatement.
It felt like half of my heart was missing. I know I sounded like a sap but he was my best friend. My lover... my security and my life.
Asher finally stopped running and looked at me, tilting his head. "Momma, sad?"
I was caught and totally thrown off guard. Asher was smart. He had started talking at a very early age. "I'm ok baby. I just miss daddy. But he will be home soon. No worries little one."
Asher smiled making my heart skip. Little Andy. I'd have to keep an eye on the girls, they'd be running after him.... "Yes momma. Daddy promised he'd be home soon. He never breaks promises."
So brilliant, this one! He was right, Andy NEVER broke his promises to us. "I love you so much Asher."
He ran to me, jumping into my lap and kissed my forehead. "I love you momma. I'm sleepy now. Will you carry me to my bed?" Big boy wanted to sleep in his bed tonight. I was proud.
I mean it was me that needed him, he was perfectly fine sleeping in his bed, in his own room.
"Yes baby. Let's go." I grabbed the remote and clicked off the t.v before getting up off of the couch and heading for the stairs.
Once I had him tucked into bed, he was out within 60 seconds. I giggled to myself. He was such an easy child, I knew I got lucky.
As I stood beside his bed I yawned and stretched. I was suddenly feeling tired now. But then my thoughts traveled back to missing Andy and I wasn't so tired anymore.
You big baby Crystal... go to sleep.
I argued with myself as I cracked Asher's door and headed down the hallway. It would be six years since we had lived here in this house in a few months.
6 years since I had met Andy that fateful night. He had changed my life forever. For the best. Even if the beginning was terribly rocky and terrifying.
His dominance and power still had me twisted around his pinky finger. I was still baffled at how lucky I had gotten as crazy as I may sound.
But being with Andy, I got the best of everything. And I'm not talking about material things. I'm talking about love, pleasure, those good feelings that you should get being with another soul. Entwining yourself to another soul.
