Anastasia's POV:
(Listen to 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz)
I woke up the next morning in my own bed. I started to panic because I didn't remember coming home last night. I propped my upper body up on my elbows. I looked around and saw Shawn sleeping shirtless right next to me.
I smiled at him being here with me. I rolled over to him and wrapped my arms around his bare shoulders. He started to groan, but smiled when he realized it was me. He rolled over on his back tossing me onto him. "Good morning beautiful." Shawn smiled. "Good morning." I replied.
"What time did we get home last night?" I asked while stretching. "Around three in the morning." Shawn said while wiping his face with his hands. "Woah. No way." I laughed. "Oh, way." Shawn replied laughing.
He grabbed my hands and pulled me down to be face to face with him. "How about some breakfast?" I whispered to him. "Okay. But after this." Shawn said before connect the small gap between our lips. "That was so cheesy and cute." I whispered as we pulled apart. Shawn smiled at me and his smile slowly faded away.
"Shawn what's wrong?" I asked concern and fear washing over me. "Um. Uh. Nothing. It's nothing." Shawn said become very serious. He tried to get up, but I pinned his arms down. "Shawn. Enough of this trailing off crap. Tell me. Right. Now." I growled out. He seemed a bit taken back. "Oh my god. I'm sorry. I said taking my hands away from his. "No Ana it's okay." Shawn laughed. "But if you really want me to tell you then I will."
"Okay go." I said becoming nervous again. "Okay. I'm going on tour with Taylor Swift." Shawn spoke. My face lit up with excitement. "What!" I yelled smiling hard. I lunged forward, hugging Shawn. "Shawn this is amazing!" I yelled. "I know honey." Shawn said hugging me tightly. "When do you leave?" I asked, still holding him close. "Tomorrow."
Tomorrow. I froze. He's leaving tomorrow? "O-oh. Shawn. W-what?" I stuttered fighting back the tears. "Ana baby, please don't cry." Shawn whispered, cupping my cheek. I grabbed his hand and let out a few tears, but quickly wiped them away. I took in a deep breath. "How long are you gonna be long for?" I asked. "Why does it matter? You're coming with me." Shawn said looking into my eyes. "Shawn? You want me to go with you?" I asked trying to stop the tears. "Of course princess. I love you to much to ever leave you." Shawn said with a touch of passion.
I smiled at him. "Thank you Shawn. I love you. And I'm so proud of you." I sniffled. "I love you too baby girl." Shawn whispered hugging me.
(For this part listen to My immortal by Evanesence)
"Now, let's go make some breakfast." Shawn said picking me up and carrying me bridal style to the kitchen. I yelped in surprise. He ran into the kitchen the set me down. I brushed the hair out of my face to see my mom sitting down at the table sipping on her tea, looking upset. "Good morning mother!" I yelled smiling. I threw my arms around her, but she pushed me away. "Mom?" I asked hurt. "Get away from me." She slurred. "Mom, what has gotten into you?" I asked softly. I leaned closer and smiled what was really in her mug. Whiskey. "You're drinking again?" I yelled. "Why did I ever have you? You are so annoying. I wish you were never born." My mom spat in my face.
"Oh did I mention I have never loved you. It was all fake." She added. That completely crushed me.
"You don't mean that." I said trying to hold back the tears. "Oh no, I mean every word I am saying right now." She said emotionless.
"I knew I should have stayed with dad. You have never changed and you never will. Go ahead and drown yourself in boose. Have a nice life you bitch!" I yelled crying. I ran to my room, Shawn following behind me. I grabbed all of my clothes and makeup. I grabbed everything I could fit in six bags and walked downstairs. I started to walk down the stairs when I heard my mom yell.
"Anastasia! If you walk out of that door right now, don't you ever come back!" My mother slurred. I looked her dead in the eye, on the verge of tears. "Go to hell." I said walking out of the door, away from that broken house.
I walked down the stairs breathing heavily and crying. "Anastasia, honey. You'll be okay. Everything will be okay." Shawn said hugging me close. "She never loved me!" I yelled sad. "Anastasia I'm so sorry." Shawn said holding me tight. "Just please make the pain stop. Please make it all go away!" I yelled crying.
"Ana, look at me." Shawn said lifting my chin to looking at him. "I love you. So much. I love you more than anything or anyone. Do you understand that?" Shawn asked tears brimming his eyes. "Yes. And I love you too." I replied. "You can stay at my house okay?" Shawn said holding my hand and bringing me to his house. "Okay." I responded. We walked to Shawn's house and I instantly brought attention to myself, everyone was concerned.
"Anastasia what happened?" "Are you alright?" "Who did this to you?"
All of the questions got to much and I ran to Shawn's room. I laid down and started crying even more.
"Why is my life like this?"
A/N: Plot twist! You guys will be learning a lot more about Ana's past very soon.
