I stayed in Shawn's bed, still crying. I just wanted to leave and have a perfect life. But I guess a perfect life doesn't exist.
I heard quick steps coming down the hallway. I looked in the direction of Shawn's door frame to see who was running. A few seconds later, Shawn came rushing into his room. "Honey, are you alright?" Shawn asked hugging me tight. "Yeah. I'm okay." I replied hugging him back.
Shawn pulled back and looked me in the eyes. "That's why I love you." Shawn said smiling. What is he taking about? "Huh?" "You'er so strong. I love that about you." Shawn said kissing my forehead. "And just wait, tomorrow we will be far away from here and together." Shawn whispered in my ear. "Thank you." I whispered back.
Shawn smiled and got up from the bed, pulling me up. "Come on now, we have to pack." Shawn said grabbing his suit case. "Shawn I have to go back and get my clothes." I said a bit scared. "I'll go with you, we'll sneak in" he replied.
We both ran downstairs and walked to my house. Well.... Old house I guess. Luckily I always kept my bedroom window open so that I could play guitar on my roof.
"You ready?" Shawn asked. "Yup." I replied and jumped for the gutter. I pulled myself up and waited on the roof for Shawn. He followed my movements. "Are you okay?" I nodded and crawled into my room.
I grabbed 7 bags and started filling them up with all of my clothes and makeup. Shawn grabbed four of my bags and I grabbed three. We dropped all of the bags to the ground and slowly climbed down the side of my old house.
"Good job babygirl." Shawn said pulling me to him and kissing me passionately. I smiled into the kiss, then grabbed my bags and ran to the house playfully. Obviously Shawn is a lot faster than me and caught me. He carried me bridal style all the way back to the house.
I walked into Shawn's house to see Aaliyah in the living room. She looked over at me and ran to me. She engulfed me in a hug. "Anastasia, are you alright?" She asked with care. "Aaliyah I'm okay honey." I smiled hugging her back. "Thank you so much." I said rubbing her back and pulling away from the hug. Aaliyah smiled up at me and skipped back to the living room.
Shawn smiled at our interactions then grabbed my hand, leading me upstairs. Shawn plugged in his phone and started to play music. James Bay.
I slowly feel back onto Shawn's bed relaxing and listening to the song.
"So come on let it go, just let it be. Why don't you be you, I'll be me..."
Shawn laid down next to me and started to hum in my ear. I flipped my body to face him, causing my bangs to fall in my face.
Shawn's fingers traced along my jawline, then moved to my bangs. He pushed back my bangs and smiled. "What?" I giggled. "I can't wait to go on tour and get away for awhile and meet fans, and wake up to you every morning." Shawn replied. "I can't wait. Can we leave yet?" I groaned and climbed on Shawn. "Babygirl not yet." Shawn laughed.
He grabbed me by my waist and held me there. My hands started to trace all the chisels in his abs. I got tired and flopped on the right side of the bed.
Shawn grabbed the inner of my thighs and squeezed it. "We have an early flight tomorrow. You've had a long day, so I'll pack for you and you can get some ready okay?" Shawn asked propping himself up on the mattress. "Shawn thank you so much." I said smiling like crazy. I kissed him passionately and ran my fingers through his hair. Shawn is the best thing that has ever happened to me.....
And I couldn't be happier.
