-2 months later-
•Sam POV•
He said he loved me. I fucking loved him. I feel the next cut hit deep as more blood drips down my arm, staining the white carpet beneath me. "DAMNIT" I scream and the door flies open. "Samantha no!" Jake kneels next to me taking the blade and following the routine we've held for 2 months now. He wraps a towel around my arm to stop the bleeding and cradles me in his lap while I cry. "Samantha this has gone too far, you need help" Jake says in my ear while I rock back and forth in his arms. "I don't need help I need Kevin" I state firmly. He lets out a sigh and I know it's because I won't listen to him. Maggie and him keep trying to tell me he didn't like it and he hurt her and they try to show me videos but I ignore them and avoid all videos I may come across. He can't love me, he clearly felt something to let her in the dugout in the first place.
•Kevin POV•
My head throbs, a pain I've gotten used to these past 2 months. That damn girl ruined my life. All I want is Samantha but she won't even look at me. Ya I let that girl in the dugout but she said she was taking pictures for her blog or whatever not trying to fuck me and ruin my life. I grab another beer ans my door opens and Jake appears. "Get out" I say but he continues walking at me and sets down the beer I just grabbed. "You're coming with me" he grabs my arm and starts pulling me through my house and out the door to his car. The music blows my ears and I jump to turn it off as my head throbs harder. He pulls up to his house and I groan as he tells me we are going in. We get inside and he sits me on the sofa. "You still love her?" Maggie asks me from across the room. "Always have, always will" I mutter and turn to face away from her to see Jake go upstairs.
•Sam POV•
"He loves you. He's a mess over you Sam, the girl was all over him he did nothing wrong" Jake says walking into my room. This no closed doors rule will be the death of me. I decide to not hear him out yet again before walking downstairs in an attempt to ignore him but that backfires as I see Kevin on our sofa. His eyes are bloodshot and he has dark circles under his not so bright eyes. He looks skinnier, his muscles weaker, and he looks to not have shaven or even showered this whole time. He looks bad but I probably look just as bad. My eyes are red and puffy and I know I'm skinnier and I know I have dark circles as well. On top of all that I'm freshly cut and my scars now reach my elbow. He seems to be looking at my appearance as I take in his and he stands up as I take a step towards him and we both get shoved closer. His lip is between his teeth and his hand reaches my cheek when I see a cut on his wrist. Just one single cut but everything crumbles at the sight. "Kevin..." I whisper. I want to ask him why but I can't when his lips attach to mine and the whole world stops. The past 2 months run in my head and my life falls together just at his touch. "Ahem" Jake coughs and Kevin pulls back, looking down at his shoes. "Thanks Jake" I mutter before running back up to my room. I don't know what that was but it seems to have fixed almost everything.
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