I get back to Luke's house 4 hours later and I can't stop smiling. "I made dinner" he says walking right past me. Yep, thanks Luke. "It's ok I'm actually going to take Peyton and go home" He stops walking and back tracks to stand in front of me. "Home? This is home" "No this isn't home. Wherever Kevin is, is home" I walk past him to my room and grab the few things I have before grabbing Peyton and her stuff. "Sam he hurt you, you're pregnant..." "Luke I know I'm sorry. I'll make sure you're included with whatever I do with the baby but I need Kevin" and with that I walked right out the door.
"DADDY!!" Peyton manages to scream as soon as I step in the door. "Hey babygirl!" he chuckles picking her up and holding her to his chest. I made sure he showered and cleaned up before she came over so she wouldn't get hurt or sick in any way. I set down our few things before taking Peyton to her room. "Wait babe I was loving herrr" Kevin whines following me. "I know but I need to talk to you about something" he looks worried and what can I say, he should be. "Why? What happened?" "Just...come on" I hold his hand and pull him back to the living room where we sit down and I prepare to tell him.
That is, until I start crying. I fucked up big time I can't have this baby it's not Kevin's. "Baby oh my god what's wrong princess?" he pulls me in his lap and starts wiping away the tears as they fall. "Shhh Sam it's ok babe" I shake my head and hide my face in his neck and start mumbling out my mistake. "Samantha honey you need to speak up if you want me to hear you" I feel his lips on my temple before I lean back letting me face him. "I'm pregnant" "Samantha that's great!! How far? We haven't done it in awhile why didn't you tell me earlier?" "Because it's not yours" I say quietly and he lets go of me leaning back on the sofa. "Sam damnit!! Who?! Who were you staying with?!?" he yells and I feel more tears fall scared of his aggression. "Luke" "My best friend! Of course! How could I be so stupid of course you fucked him" he shakes his head and his eyes glisten with tears.
"Kevin please let me explain" I beg once we've both calmed down and are just sitting in silence. "Ok but please spare me the details" I can't help the laugh that comes out. Only Kevin. I go through my story making it seem like a total accident and not meant at all. "But don't worry...I'm getting an abortion" I hang my head holding back tears. I've always said I would never get an abortion but now, under certain circumstances, it seems like the only option.
"No you aren't you can't you don't believe in abortions" he sits up holding my legs. "I didn't. But Kevin I don't even want another kid yet I'm not ready and I especially don't want Luke to be the father of my next kid" his face is neutral before he speaks. "Ok I just want you happy babe" I hold his hands before laying down on his chest and we sit like that until I'm asleep and I feel him carry me up to bed.
