I gag at the smell coming through the door. Wayyy too much to drink. I let myself in as if it's another day. Finding my way through beer bottles and take out trash I notice the pictures on the wall have changed. They are all me and Peyton. One catches my eye. The one of us the first day we met. My smile is suprisingly big and his eyes aren't on the camera due to his watching me and you can see the love in his eyes. Damnit.
I find him passed out in our room. He is hugging the pillow that was mine and I notice some of my clothes are out, one of my shirts draped over the pillow he's holding and his face is burried in the fabric. Like I've been doing with his shirt these past few weeks.
I exit the room and start cleaning up around the house. I'm able to finish and take a seat on the sofa when I hear him up walking around. Something slams shut and it sounds like he kicks a wall followed by cussing and screaming then broken cries and I can't deal with the pain I feel for him. I did this to him. "Kevin?" I call out and the noise stops. A few seconds pass before he jumps up and comes running down the stairs. "Kevin I-" I'm knocked to the sofa when he tackles me in a stinky hug but I ignore the smell holding his face in my neck and taking in the feeling of his arms around me again. I close my eyes holding back tears and wrap my arms around him followed by my legs wrapping around his not wanting to let go. Both of us let out muffled cries but other than that we just sit here holding each other like our lives depend on it. "I'm so sorry" he mumbles after awhile. "I know baby I'm sorry too" is all we say before silence again but it's ok. Everything's ok when I'm with him.
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