The Chemistry goes on

Chapter Thirty Five- "Dinner"

Chapter Thirty Five- "Dinner"

Indiana's POV:

Isaac sat right next to me. He told people several times that his space was on the other side of the table. Yet, people just ignored him leaving him having no choice but to sit next to me. Lucas, who promised he would be close to me sat next to Chloe. Once in a while I caught him glancing down at Chloe's boobs.

He looked up acting like nothing just happened. It didn't really effect me, I wasn't bothered about anything to be entirely fair. He gave me a guilty look once in a while after he caught me raising my eyebrows. Or I just shook my head and laughed. Boys will be boys.

Isaac hasn't even looked at me once. It got me thinking, maybe he was over me... Not that bothered me either. It still hurt to know that I still loved him and he looked totally over me. Like the way he avoided sitting by me then not even saying a word to me. So far no one has said a word, it's slightly awkward. Just a couple of 'awkward clearing throats' and glances across the table.

We're here to have a meal together. Yet no one is eating, so I boosted my confidence and reached out of the chicken. I got some placing it on the side of my plate, reaching for the rice next. I poured some sauce on top of the white rice and picked up my cutleries. Everyone was just watching me dig in enjoying my food.

Suddenly Isaac from besides me got himself a plate and started to place food onto his plate. Before you know it everyone was eating and there were some quiet mumbling. After all it was better than silence. The only talking were mainly people asking to pass the salt or the chicken.

"Pass the salt" Lucas ordered looking at Alex

"Please" she spat back with a dirty look on her face

"Are you serious?" He asked back his voice hitting the high pitches

"What? To say please?" She dryly asked back "Let me help you out... People usually say 'Could you please pass the salt' or 'Could I have the salt please?'" She slowly said making hand gestures

"Just give him the salt" I found myself saying after the arguing got out of hand, everyone was irritated and I was trying to have a happy meal

"Oh!" She shouts "Your on his side now?" She asks

"It's salt for god sakes! Give the damn salt your the closest to it" I shout back "And yes I'm on his side" I honestly say back

"No"

"Is she serious? I will stab her in the head with a fork" I promise resting my hands on the table

"Go on then!" She dares me

People usually think I'm joking when I threaten people. Thing is usually in actually very god damn serious. Besides right now I hated her, so stabbing someone I hated with a fork seemed acceptable. I moved my hand crossed the table on top of the fork slightly picking it up. I wrapped my fingers around it slowly picking it up watching her and deciding where to leave three permanent holes in her little body.

Isaac slowly put his hands over mine leaving my hands trapped under his. The familiar sparks ran up my body. Yes, I may sound very annoying. But having his hands on mine was the best feeling ever. "WHY DONT YOU JUST FORGIVE HIM!" May you ask? Well I'm not. I can't just forgive someone that easily, even if I have never loved anyone as much as I love Isaac.

Unfortunately I do love him. And I can't help it, and if I could i would every memory and emotion in my brain that's labeled "Isaac/EX". I can't just let him hurt me over and over again. He'll just take advantage of me, if I have to forgive him. It'll take him a god damn life time for him to get me back.