Today is a sad Day Van leaves for collage I really liked being with him it was nothing serious of course we both talked and had common problems he was still in love with his EX Girlfriend Julia and I had fallen in love with Mr Reedus as hard as I tried not to but we came to a understanding so both of us wouldn't get hurt we knew that we was just seeing each other but grew to love each other as friends well keep in touch and when he has breaks he'll come see us Mr Reedus has changed he's nicer and more of a friend him and Van got along they found out there not related just look crazy similar Van made a Joke saying at least he knows he'll have girls all over as he gets older he's a goof Mr Reedus...shit I mean Norman has been seeing this chick Cecilia on and off nothing serious but at least she got more time and a sweeter version of him then I did although a couple weeks ago while Van was visiting his Dad I had fallen and Sprainged my foot Norman was there took me to the hospital th next town over of course but that night he held me when Van found out he thanked Norman for being there for me I have a feeling I'm gonna be sad and lonely tonight I kinda wish Norman would be here but he's on a triple date with the guys I lied and told them me and Van were spending time together k didn't want then to stay as I watch Van Ride off I feel a tear escape my eyes I walk to my room and lay down
(NORMANS P.O.V)
We're all sitting here talking about any and everything I know Jesse and Nikki doesn't like Cecilia he'll I barely like her I listen to a Joke Sean's telling
Ring Ring Ring
*Hello
*hey Norman Its Van you got a minute
*yeah man what's up
*Norman lexi didn't want to tell you guys but the reason we didn't go with yall is because today's the day I'm heading to college I've already left
*what..
*yeah man listen I know you love lexi I can see it I know she loves you to she told man me and her were never serious we both were in love with someone we couldn't have I've got my girl back now that I'm heading to college now you go get yours I love Lexi nan she's my bestfriend but she's in love with you..
*are you sure she said she's in love with me
*yeah man hell it hurt her to hear that other girl of yours moaning cause she wished it was her in there I knew how she felt so it didn't hurt my feelings that's why every time we were having sex I tried to make it as special as I can and so did she now go man she's probably upset cause I'm gone and she thinks you don't want her..and Norman you hurt her I'll kick your ass later man btw there a whole box of condoms in the top drawer
*thanks man have fun at college and get your girl I'm heading there now and keep in touch man thanks again
I quickly text Sean and let him know what's going on and ran to my bike as I'm riding all I can think about is she loves me and I smirk realizing Van had to use a condum where I haven't with her I always wear one but with her I had to feel her nothing in the way as much as I want to make love to her I want tonight to go good I'm gonna hold her and tell her the truth the reason I didn't wanna be in a relationship but I'm ready now I'm gonna do everything in my power to stay loyal hell every time I fuck Cecilia I'm imagining it's Lexi every time I tell Cecilia I miss her I'm imaging I'm saying it to Lexi there night when I'm luckily alone I'll spend the night at lexi house which btw Sean and Andy moved into which gave me a good excuse I Jack off to the Moana of lexi or if she alone when Vans gone I would I watch movies with her and laugh I really love this girl more than I've ever loved anyone before
I finally make it to Lexi house and see every light off I double check I got everything corny comedies check chocolate check a dozen red roses check I use the spare key they gave me I locked it back and made my way to lexi room I creep the door open to see her peacefully sleeping I walk over and slip into the bed beside her "waky waky" I whisper she slowly opens her eyes and smiles at me "hey norm why are you here" I think for a second I then lean in and whisper softer "cause I love you lexi I know you love me" I lean in and kiss her passionately an mumble "van called and told me everything God Lexi I love have for awhile I need to tell you something" she smiles that beautiful smile and sits up nosing for me to continental here goes nothing I'm about to tell her everything oh god I hope she stays afterwards "here I brought some movies chocolate and these, Lexi there a deep reason I didn't want to be in. Relationship almost every relationship I've ever been in the girl I was with wasn't faithful to me every one of them they always says I was to sweet and they needed a bad Boy adventure that's why I acted the way I did when you first approached me I really liked you but was scared then the first time we had sex all I wanted was to call you my girl but then again that fear came back I thought either I would hurt you or you would hurt me but after losing you I have to swallow my fear and try it again Lexi I want to be with you so dam bad I want to call you mine but there's one more thing you need to know before we go any further" I lean over and kiss her passionately again "I know your a amazing kisser silly" I laugh "No um Lexi I have a son"......
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