Apologies

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fourteen

(A/N)- Hey guys whats doing? Long time no see. Yeah I know I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON. Sorry about the wait, and I am not gonna lie. I just got lazy, I am human. I am sorry. :) Um so short note, just read, comment, vote, and follow. Oh guys could you just check out the video for this chapter? Maybe hit it up on youtube. Criticism or comments of anykind , likes, and subscriptions are greatly appreciated. Thanks guys!

"Stop acting like that Harry." I talked into the microphone on the bottom of my brand new phone. Harry had been so annoying lately. Always calling me, always asking about how singing is. He does it for Gods sake, doesn't he know how singing is? I don't mind talking to Harry, not at all, but as I get more popular, Harry gets more jealous. I know its not of my career, it's about me, me dating people. The magazines put a new rumor out everyday, and Harry, of all people, believes them. I just don't get it.

"I'm not acting like anything. I just, just tell me you are with no one but me and I will believe you." I rolled my eyes.

"I shouldn't have to tell you that Harry, you should just know that I am faithful to you." I also recently found out that there are other downsides to the not hanging with Harry in public thing, people think I am a slut! The picture from the park that day circulated quickly and then add that to me hanging out with other people I have recently met, they think I am dating a new guy everyday. And all I can say to the paparazzi that bombard me is, 'I'm single. S-I-N-G-L-E.' Literally. Thats all I can say when they ask. It makes me sound even more like a slut! If Harry and I could go public, no one would be questioning our relationship, and my morals!

"I know you're right Evie. Sorry." And here we go, Harry's new thing, the guilt trip. All the time, he just needed to get his way. When he doesn't, he guilts me into doing whatever he had asked for over the phone. I don't know if he does it on purpose, but it was getting on my nerves.

"No, i'm wrong, you're right. Anything else you want Harry?" I said sarcastically, my voice monotone showing my frustration. Harry laughed because I don't think he really thought I was angry. Thats the other problem with a long distance relationship, people can't tell when the other person is being sincere or not! My life just seems to be on big ball of problems lately! It shouldn't be this way though. I am finally famous. I am doing what I want to do with my life. I am singing and just being happy. Music is the escape from it all for me. When I step in the studio I feel like I am the only one there. No one judges me for getting emotional. In fact, they encourage it! Drew, the music tech, says it makes the music easy to relate to. It also gives it an honest tone. Kayla, my press manager thinks that people today like that, and need that. Kayla has grown on me. In the beginning she would micromanage every little thing I did. I couldn't go into certain stores, I couldn't hang out with Kate if I wanted to, I couldn't meet Kate's boyfriend in public. It was absolutely horrible. But then she eased up, I think it was once she realized I wasn't going to ruin my career by starting some huge scandal. She trusts me, with my own life. So thats good.

One time I skyped Harry from the studio and Drew was there. Now Harry doesn't like Drew. I don't know why. It just doesn't make sense. He didn't act this way before I became popular. Well he did with that nurse. Maybe I just haven't realized it before. Maybe because I am surrounded by more people I see it more often. It just annoys me that he doesn't trust me. I hate it. I won't cheat on him, yeah maybe I kissed his best friend- Ok no, thats not how you try to defend yourself Evie. I wonder if thats the reason he doesn't trust me. I guess it would be a good one, but I wish he would try to talk to me. He doesn't bring it up, unless he is telling me not to go near people. He says he trusts me, its the other people he doesn't. I think its weird, but I ignore it.

"Nope that is all." Harry scoffed into the phone.

"Ok Harry, I have to go Kayla scheduled a shopping day for me, so I am going to go shop."