forgive me || dean ambrose story

day two-

Dean Ambrose-

"Where'd you guys go earlier?" I closed my eyes as we sat in the lounge of our hotel room eating take away Chinese. This was the one subject I didn't want to bring up to her, ever.

"Nowhere, we went out for a beer . to celebrate nothing in particular." Roman stumbled his words as he sat on the arm chair. She wasn't stupid, she knew something was up.

"Yeah well because of that nowhere," She mocked. "You left me in the lobby alone with Miz, all he talked about was how much money he makes and I swear that I was going to stab my eyeballs out at one point!"

Roman and Seth chuckled at her antics this afternoon, I stayed silent as I continued to eat my food. "You know, Sarasota is such a beautiful place? I've never been here before and now I regret my life decisions." She pointed out the window with her fork in hand.

"You've seriously missed out then," Seth nodded and she shook her head as he joked around with her, I wanted to be out of here as soon as possible however.

"I don't see how it's so great," I shrugged putting down my fork to look at the three of them. Of course I thought the same as her, but I didn't have a reason to feel that way in her eyes. "The sooner Sunday comes the better if you ask me."

"Stop being such a moaner, have you seen our view idiot?" She pointed outside across the room again but I didn't take my eyes off of Roman, he should be able to see that I'm not comfortable, I need to leave. "It's the best view we've had in one of these damn hotels for a long time."

"It's not." I stated quickly. "Especially not when we have a room next door to Big Show - who by the way if you weren't aware snores like Goliath."

They all laughed at my comment but I just shook my head. "Fucking hell, what's crawled up your ass and died?" She rose her eyebrows at me.

"Your voice that's what." I snapped standing up from the floor as she sat beside me. "It's like nails on a goddamn chalkboard."

"Dean. ." Roman muttered looking at me empathetically as I stormed off towards my room.

"I'm going to bed, don't wake me with your shitty games at three a.m!" Right now, I didn't care if I sounded like a killjoy, I wanted to be upset and depressed alone. I don't want any of them near me.

"But you love the drinking games?" She called towards me with sadness in her words but I just didn't care at all.

"I can drink myself to death alone, I don't need to be with you guys!" I opened the door to my room, looking back to the three people who were watching my every move.

"We want you to play with us though, it's not as much fun without you Dean." She pleaded placing her fork down on her plate. "We can't play it as a three, it doesn't work. . we need you."

I chuckled lowly to myself. "Well boo hoo sweetheart, I guess you'll have to invite Miz huh? Because I sure as hell don't need a whiney twenty six year old virgin named Rory to have my fun!" I seethed meaning every word of it right now, I just wanted out of here.

But I'm not that naive I know that her family will come visit me before we leave on Sunday - even if they don't like me.

I slammed the door behind myself and kicked the small box laying aimlessly on the floor across the room, I was upset and angry. The emotions were something she'd never seen from me and I wasn't sorry that I'd blew up in her face.