Louis Tomlinson is my.....brother?!

Just help me forget Chapt 10

It's been two days since the kiss problem, and yet I am still moping around, like a baby that got told no.

I am still so torn up by all those hurtful words.

"Why me" I mutter to myself looking in my bathroom mirror.  Then, just then something caught my eye. It was my-

Knock knock knock.

"Hey Sophia, we're all going out for dinner, wanna come?" Niall asked from outside my door.

"Um no, I'll just stay. Clean, and other stuff, I'll stay in the room while your all gone out. Okay?" I said casually.

"Oh, um, okay. We leaving now though. Mallory and El too. If that's okay?" He said.

"Okay that fine. Have fun." I answered.

"Okay, bye" he said and I heard him retreating from my room.

After like five minutes, I heard the door shut.

I ran down stairs and saw no one. Kitchen, no body, no one any where.  So I quickly ran upstairs to my room and in my bathroom.

Third Person POV

Sophia quickly ran up her stairs and into her bathroom. Once she reached her bathroom she had no hesitations on picking up her razor. Let alone does she know the boys were returning because of the storm happing outside.

Louis' POV

"Ugh guys we have to go back. Sophia doesn't tolerate storm. At all" Mallory said worry in her voice.

Liam turned the van around and headed to the hotel.

Sophia's POV

I had the razor in my hand and just stared at it.

I finally picked all my courage up and put it to test.

I slit my wrist.

"AHH!" I screamed out in pain.

I couldn't help but feel all the pain in my heart flow out like the blood from my whist.

I still felt hurt so I did it again.

"AHH!" I couldn't help but scream out. But at least the pain is gone inside of my chest.

Louis' POV

Everyone got inside of the house when we heard a deafening scream....

"AHH" from up stairs.

Me all glanced at each other the bolted up stairs.

Sophia's for was open and you could see her reflection of her on the bathroom floor, from her body length mirror. She was also surrounded by...blood?

I ran to her side and saw to clean slits in her wrist.

"Why?" I asked a tear slipping out.

"Because" she answered pulling out of my grip, going over to the sink, and washing off her wounds.

"Why!" I yelled, expecting an answer now.

"Because Louis! I fucking hate it here! All the hate. Everyone loves you five but no one gives a damn about me! Not even my own dad, Mallory, Eleanor, the lads, or you!" She yelled tears spilling over.

She thinks nobody cares? What would make her think that though? Why? I love my sister, and I'll be damned if she or anyone else says I don't.

"I just wanted to forget!" She cried dropping to her knees. "Just help me forget. Forget all the pain, hate, fame, and.....you." She said placing her hands over her crying face.

"Why?" Zayn asked.

"What?" She asked looking up at him.

"Why do you want to forget us?" He asked tearing up a bit.

"Because it's too much for a thirteen year old" she answered.

"But not for a strong, beautiful, Tomlinson, thirteen year old, like you." Zayn said grabbing her face so she'll face him. "Not for Sophia Tomlinson" he added then kissed her forehead.

"Zayn's right. But I don't think I can be in here right now so imma go think, alone" I said directing the word 'alone' towards Harry.

They simply nodded and I left.

I walked to my room and went on my balcony.

'Just help me forget' her words kept replaying in my head.

Why does she want to forget us so badly. I just doesn't make sense.

"Louis?" I heard Sophia's voice.

I spun a round and she looked as if she was crying harder then before I left.

"What?" I asked my voice cracking a bit.

Next thing I knew she was wrapping me in a hug. It didn't take long for me to hug back. 

"I'm so so sorry. I will never cut again. I just wanted to relieve pain. Everyone says it works so I tried it out, and I'll never do it again. I feel like a disappointment now." She said hugging me tighter.

"It's okay. And you are perfect to me, I don't ever say I don't care about you." I said gently but sternly.

"Okay, BooBear." She said then giggled.

I let a slight chuckle escape as I hugged my Boo tighter.

"I love you, kiddo" I said then kissed the top of her head.

"I love you too Louis"

A/N

okay not the best chapter it is pretty short too but I ran out of ideas for it sooo yeah.

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