No Happy Ending

He Saved Me

    I almost cried trying to get myself to school, the bus ride was hell because boys keep thinking that I'm easy. Is being called a whore or a slut the worst thing anyone could ever say. I don't see how people would call me a slut, as far as they know I'm a virgin.  I couldn't imagine what people would say to me today. The bus ride alone was bad enough, now I have to live that times seven hours.

    The first mistake I made that day was getting on the bus, my second was walking through the door. You might now be asking ,"What happened when you walked into school." Well my friend, everyone was teasing me and "why" you might ask, because there was a photoshopped picture of me giving some dude a blowjob and It was posted all over the school. 

       I couldn't anymore. Who did that to me, what did I do to anyone . Why should everyone bully me of all people. I can't live like this anymore. I ran around the first level of the school and all I saw was the picture and people yelling dirty things at me and giving me  dirty looks. I almost fell a few times but I didn't care nothing could humiliate me more. I ran into the first bathroom I saw I didn't care if it was boys or girls, I wasn't gonna be around long enough for anyone to care. I busted through the door and fortunately no one was in there. With tears running half down my face  I stud in front of the mirror and took out the gun.

  This was it, this was the last time. I wasn't kidding, after this no one was ever gonna get bullied the way I did ever again. I might go to hell but as my mom use to say. "You need to kill a man to save a town." Thats exactly what was gonna happen. I looked up at my self in the mirror  and I mumbled to myself "Good bye." I took the safety lock off the gun and put it up to my head. I was ready to pull the trigger and I took my last breath. 

    Before I pulled the trigger  some dude with a band-aid on his nose came in and fought me for the gun.

  "DON'T DO THIS TO YOUR SELF!!!!!" He yelled.He grabbed me and we wrestled to the floor just trying to get the gun. When we were on the floor he was on top of me trying to take it from me. Looked cute and I know I've seen him before.

      "GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU ASSHOLE!" I kicked him off me and when I got up I dropped the gun. he was on one knee looking at me like he was gonna charge at me. I took my bag off my shoulder and we both ran for it at the same time. I grabbed it by the trigger and I shot him in the arm.

     "OH SHIT!!!!" He screamed at the top of his lungs. The shot was loud and I know people out there heard it.

      Long story short I got suspended for three weeks, but that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that I was still here. He might think he saved me, but he just made my grave that much deeper. Whatever his name is can save me from those kids at school, and he can try to save me from myself but he won't keep doing it. He should just give up on me like I did on life.