No Happy Ending

Daddy

         For most girls my age home is their safe place, but for me it's my biggest fear.He makes me feel so dirty and I feel used and I never do anything to stop him.  I always stall going home but It ends up happening anyway. He always drinks and he always comes into my room.  I walk in the house quietly with my head down and he's sitting on the couch jacking off and watching porn. This time he was watching his Tuesday special "At Kate's house" he always copies the porno  and I hate that one. Even If I tell him that I'm on my period he still does it which is just nasty as fuck.

    "Hey Lory, I had a rough day at work. We both know what that means." I was tired of letting him do what he wanted, I had to do something. It was now or never.

  "No, I'm not having sex with you tonight or any other night." He got up off the couch and almost ran to me and I backed into the kitchen counter, he grabbed me by the throat and picked me up. He's pretty strong because I'm 154 pounds. I almost blacked out while he was chocking me.

" YOU do whatever I say!!!!! Do YOU hear me???!!?!?!?" I managed to mumble out the word yes and then he through me to the floor. And I was gasping for air for fifteen minuets.Meanwhile he went In his room and came back. 

  "I'm going to get more condoms. If you ain't off that floor when I get back I'm gonna hurt you. And I left an outfit on your bed, put It on!"I dragged myself up to my room and I looked in the mirror, he left a hand mark on my neck. I knew that was never gonna go away  I put on the outfit and I thought about texting hayes to come get me since he drives. But if he runs into my dad there's no telling what could happen. My dad is too good at tracking me down for me to leave on my own. I can't escape him.He walked in and I guess he had the condom on already. Honestly I don't know why he used condoms when he made me get my tubes tied at 7. Guess I'm never having kids. 

   "Hey Lory, you ready."

   "Yeah whatever." I mumbled.He grabbed me by my neck and gave me a a hickey. I never fight back, he's so  much bigger then me there is no point.He took off my underwear and turned me over and stuff happened. I felt him cum inside me but It didn't matter, It never did. Then he stopped and I felt something that was smaller then his dick go inside me and it was his finger. Thats right he fingered me , then I felt something wet and warm. "What was it " You might ask. It was his mouth. I started breathing heavier and he started spanking me. Then he turned me over and took of the bra part of the outfit, he sucked on my boobs and started banging me again but from the front.

    "Call me daddy Lory, I know you want to baby."

     "No, I don't want to." I said slightly crying.Then he smacked me and he kept doing it over and over and harder and harder and it got to the point to where I was watching it all happen to me. The at around two a.m he stopped and he left. Needless to say I didn't get much sleep that night or any night for that matter. All I knew was that I couldn't keep living like this. I couldn't keep losing my verginity to my dad, but I just knew I couldn't tell Hayes I had to tell an adult and I don't know why I didn't do this sooner.

  Once again I walked to school which made me late again.One thing I didn't realize was that Hayes was In my french  class mostly because I've never been on time to go to french, to be completely honest when I got there class was over. Hayes walked up to me and followed me to lunch.

  "Hey, I didn't hear from you last night." I didn't turn and talk to him, I just kept walking and I tried to make the least amount of words come out of my mouth. The less he knows, the better.

 "I was doing something." I mumbled.

 "Whats wrong? You seem more depressed then usual."

 "I'm fine!!!"I said a lot louder.Then he turned me around and pushed me against a locker.

 "Hayes!! GET OFF ME!!!!"I said trying to fight him off.

"Not until you tell me whats wrong." Then the bitch Cathy walked by and every time I hear her voice I just want to break something.

  "Hayes don't let her go, she knows she wants you.She wants everyone." I tried to push him off me but he's a lot stronger then he looks.

"I'm not letting you beat the shit out of her until you tell me whats wrong." I had to tell him. He was one of two people that cared about me.

 "My dad was drunk as always and he.... found his way In my room and then......."

"Oh my god, You need to tell someone."

"I know. I just don't know who to tell." He let me go but I still stud there.

"Come to my house after school and talk to my mom, she will help you."We both started walking to  the cafeteria and I kept talking to him.

 "Hayes I don't know you.The only thing I know is that your name Is Hayes."I went straight to the table in the back and Hayes followed me there and sat down with me.

 "How about you and me just hang out after school.Just me and you."

 "Okay, I'm in."Then this boy came and sat next to Hayes, he was kinda cute too. 

 "Yo, you going to my house today right?"

"No sorry, I'm gonna be with Loren. Um..... Loren this is Jack, Jack this is Loren."

"Hey your cute." He said.

"Uhhhh....Fuck no."I said. then my new friend Tiara came over. I should put her and Jack together they are cute together and I know I just met him but he's a fuck boy.

"Hey Loren."She said sitting next to me. 

"Hey Tiara, this is Hayes and thats Jack." I said. I guess my plan was type working because her and Jack kept talking but they were arguing but in a flirty way.I'm glad someone can help me with my "daddy" situation. Even if Hayes couldn't help me I was gonna tell him anyway. I couldn't look Into those big blue eyes and say everything was okay. And I'm glad I finally get to know him.I just know He's not gonna like what he gets to know about me.