No Happy Ending

Big Mistakes

        Christmas was really fun, Me and my mom went to the movies and then we went to this really good diner across  town. I feel weird saying that, ya know the word 'mom' but I'm just glad I have one again, I always knew that I didn't completely lose my mother, I guess I was right. I thought about Hayes spending christmas in jail, because of me I hate that, I need to leave him. Bad things happen when we are together and it only happens to him. I don't care how much I love him, I don't want to see him hurt ever again. The only person that gets hurt should be me not him. It's weird how when good people do good things they get punished for what bad people do and the bad people that do it don't give a fuck and don't get punished for anything. I always have these types of thoughts  I know I'm not a good person but other people shouldn't pay for my mistakes, or anyone else's. I might not be a good person but at least I try to make the right choices, just so no one innocent suffers. I hate suffering, especially people who don't deserve it.

   Anyways at around eight I went to Tiara's house for the new years party. I just had a feeling something bad was gonna happen but I went anyway. She said she had a surprise and if it was expensive I would hate for her money to go to waste and she a good friend for getting me something so I got her a belt that says 'on fleek', It's cheap but I spent all my money on my gift for Den-- My mother.... I'm still getting used to that. 

     Tiara has a really big house considering she sings and her brothers make vines and youtube videos. I didn't think the house would be that big. Tiara's older sister has a room ,Tiara has one and her brothers have a separate one each. And their parents have a room and they have a guest room. I really wish I was in their family. Like the entire school and more, Nash and Cameron came from college and someone actually found Shawn Mendes. He came back with Camila Cabello from fifth harmony, and she had a little baby bump but no one said anything. Everyone from M.A.G.C.O.N and o2l came and I knew their would be a fight, but that wasn't my problem. Tiara was talking to jack on her couch and he gave me a nasty look, so I sat in between them and I started talking to her and I gave her the belt.

    "Wow. This is cheap."She said.

   "Yeah sorry I spent all my money on a gift for my mom. But I gotchu for you birthday in March."I said.

    "Yeah you better."She got up and almost walked up the stairs but i stopped her.

     "Bruh where's my present?"I asked.

      "Up your ass and around the corner." She said laughing.

      "I'm serious. Give me."I said.

       "Okay turn around." I didn't want to fall for that because it was gonna be another prank. Well thats what I thought. She turned me around. And a tall white boy with blue eyes was standing there it took me a moment but It was Hayes. He had a black eye and stitches on his shoulder , I guess that was from the fight he got into. I looked up at him and a hugged him for about 10 minuets. I started to let go because he felt beaten up and I felt like I was hurting him. I asked him how long he was out of jail and he said around Christmas. It must have taken a lot to keep the secret that he was back. And apparently while Shawn and Camila were gone they wrote a song and I really like it. They started singing it and me and Hayes sat on the couch listening to it but I wasn't focusing on the song so much but I was thing about how to break it to Hayes. I mean he just got out of jail.

   He whispered in my ear to talk to him out side so I followed him out to the porch and no one was out there. There was a table and he made me sit down but he stood up, I had no idea what was happening. 

    "Hey can I ask you something ?" He asked. I could still hear everyone in the background yelling and having fun. I wonder what thats like.

   "Yeah hit me." I said.