No Happy Ending

Goodbye For Never

        The next days were ruff. Almost everyone that went to the party never came to school, three days later Johnson came too school but he pretended not to know Jack was dead just for Tiara. I felt like a horrible person not telling her. I would be pissed if I knew people were keeping that from me. But Johnson is a good person for playing along with me and Hayes. She started getting nervous and scared for Jack and I wanted to tell her so badly. Hayes had to stop me a few times. Ethan was too quiet, he was never that quiet and Hayes got worried so he took him to the school phycologist which I didn't even know we had. That really would have come in handy in most situations. That Friday Ethan came up to Hayes and I at lunch and he looked freaked out or on meth, or both. 

 "Hey, my family decided to tell Tiara that Jack and Gray are dead and since you guys are her closest friends you guys should come too." He said sitting down.

  "Yeah when is it?" Hayes asked.

   "Tomorrow at 5."

       "Okay we'll be there." I said. Ethan looked sad and scared like me when I went home. I hate when people have that face because they think that no one knows what they are  going through but I do. Now I know how Tiara felt before I opened up to her. This Intervention is a good idea, I've been worried about her and I hate seeing scared expressions on people's faces. I guess thats how people saw me. Well, the people who actually cared. 

    My grades went up just in case your asking. I have B's in all of my classes except creative writing. I have a A+ in that. Hayes and Taira where helping me but I feel bad I can't offer them anything but friendship. They are probably gonna leave me one day and when they do they have what they need and I don't. I'll be back to the way everything was.   

Scared.

       The next day me and Hayes were scared out of our minds. Ethan took her out for something to eat so we had time to be there. Her parents were worried to hell and I couldn't blame them. She seemed like she had gone through bull crap before and she was already depressed.I felt like if we told her she would get flashbacks of things she wont want to remember. The two days while we where in the hospital Ethan told me that their father raped her and her older sister Cameron who's in college now. And he used to get Ethan and Grayson drunk and fight each other and place bets on who would win. Kinda like a cock fight but with 13 year old boys and not chickens. Then their mother finally kicked him out and he died of lung cancer about three and a half months later. I felt so bad for them. Their mother remarried this new guy and she pregnant with another kid.

      We walked in and everyone looked freaked out.Their aunt looked like she was gonna pass out but I was more worried about what Tiara would do to herself. It's sad to know that the two people who loved you the most are gone forever. It's almost like God doesn't want you to be happy. If their even is a God, I just have the feeling that all we do is rot into the ground forever when we die. We all sat down and five minuets after her step dad introduced us to everyone, Tiara and Ethan came in. Something was gonna happen If you were there you would be able to feel it. 

   "Tiara, Honey sit down with me." Her mother said moving over on the couch. Tiara turned around and right as she did that, Ethan locked the door and blocked it. And she tried pushing him out of the way a few times but Ethan didn't budge.

   "Ethan get out of my way." She said about to cry. Ethan shook his head and stayed there.

  "Ethan Move!!" She yelled pushing him. She looked like she was gonna try to fight him so I got up and pulled her off. 

    "Get the fuck off me! I know what you're doing. You're trying to tell me Jack and Gray are dead!" She said. I let her go and we all looked around to see who told her and none of us had a clue. "Well guess what I already knew. Did you really think I was so stupid I wasn't gonna find out?" She said. We were all speechless. I should have said something, nothing could have made that situation worse.