The Bad Boys Story

Please ! You can't leave me

When he finally parked words were not spoken. My hands clenched into fists the whole time to my mom's room. They said I wasn't allowed to go in because they were still prepping her for surgery. My heart deflated from the sight of her I could see from the window. I haven't seen her in a while and she looked worse than I've ever seen her before. I squeezed my eyes shut trying to forget this memory of her. She was going to be fine she always was. They'll find a way to make her better again they just have to. I felt a hand squeeze my shoulder tightly and I knew that Luke was there trying to comfort me. 

"This is all my fault I should've been here more." I whispered. I knew he could hear me because the grip on my shoulder tightened. I opened my eyes when they wheeled her out of the room and through the double doors to surgery. I just blankly stared at the doors not knowing what else to do. Luke tugged my shoulder and we went to sit down in the waiting room.

"You don't have to stay you know I can take care of myself." I said staring at the floor. He sighed heavily and stood up. 

"What do you want from the cafeteria?" He asked shoving his hands into his pockets. I shook my head in annoyance. People just can't to know that I don't want them around. 

"Just get me a pop or something." I said. He walked down the hallway and made a right disappearing from sight. Now that I was alone I could finally let things sit in and all the emotions came rushing back to me. I leaned forward placing my elbows on my knees and I gripped hair in my hands and sobbed openly not caring that people were walking past. I just cried and cried until I felt a head being placed on my shoulder and a warm small hand rubbing my back. 

"Ssshhhhhh it's going to be fine." Autumn whispered in my ear. 

"Please don't make lose her." I sobbed. Begging inside my head for her to be alright. 

Autumn kept making soothing sounds to me rubbing my back in small circles until I couldn't cry anymore. We just stayed there not saying anything just basking in the moment waiting for the doctors to come back. By that time Luke had came back and he set the pop on the table beside him. He was softly snoring now his head tilted a little bit to the side and drool slowly dripping down his chin. I was slowly nodding off myself when the doctors came out. I startled a little bit and pain erupted into my stomach again. I stood up and he walked up to me flipping papers over the clipboard he held in his hand. He looked at me with such sadness.

"She came out of surgery pretty banged up. The cancer spread all throughout her body and she's barely hanging on son. I say you have a couple of hours out of her tops." He said. My knees shook violently and my vision grew blurry. I seen them wheel her into her room and Luke and Autumn guided me to her bedside. I swiped the furious tears that pooling in my eyes and looked at her. 

"Momm, please I need you. You can't leave me." I sobbed leaning my head against her railing on her bed. The only response I got was the heart monitor beeping.

"Kayyyy." I heard a small whisper. I looked up through my blurry eyes and my moms soft brown eyes looked at me faintly. I scooted my chair closer to her bed and gripped her fragile hands in mine.

"Hey mom how are you feeling?" I asked sniffling and wiping my eyes from excess tears.

"I'm not feeling to hot kay but who's the good friend here that I haven't met before?" She questioned her breathing was slow and she was taking short pauses between her words. She looked like an out of breath fat kid who just got finished running his first marathon.

"Oh my name's autumn how are you?" Autumn said shyly moving her hands from my arms and reaching over to give my mom a hug. My mom struggled to lift her around autumn and I cringed from the sight she's never been that weak before. 

"Nice to meet you sweetheart... Kayden hasn't mentioned you..... before aren't you a sight.... for sore eyes." She breathed slowly taking pauses again between her words. It was straining her you can tell by the way her eyes kept blinking slower and slower. Her eyes slowly wandered the room and her eyes until they saw Luke leaning against the door frame of the room. He looked so uncomfortable I could've laughed but seeing my mom this way broke my heart all over again.

"Luke will you.... get in... here... already." She whispered hoarsely. Luke looked at me in panic but I just nodded my head and he came closer and gave my mom a soft hug.  

"Hey how are you feeling mama bear?" He asked her softly not releasing his hug. His eyes held tears in them and I remember when I first introduced Luke to my mom. This was back when the cancer didn't spread all throughout her body and she could go places and get some sunlight. I was about the age of 14 and he was like one of best friends back then. It felt like I could tell him anything and he wouldn't mind what I said or what I did. That's best thing about having a friend like that. They will stick by you no matter what. At that time that's when I needed him the most. My mom had gotten worse and she had to stay in the hospital on a regular basis. She was so happy that I brought him  with me to visit her that day. Her face was priceless like she couldn't believe that I liked her that much to bring someone to see her.

"Hey can I talk to you for a minute?" Autumn whispered in my ear. I snapped my head back to her and I could tell that she had something that she wanted to say and it was eating away at her. I nodded my head and glanced at my mom and Luke. I was nervous to leave her but I knew Luke would take care of her for me. 

"Hey do you want anything from the cafeteria?" I asked my mom. She glanced up at me blinking slowly trying to comprehend what I said. She smiled at me and shook her head no. I followed autumn out into the hallway and she walked a little ways down until we hit the waiting room. No one was there and it was quiet. Autumn took in a deep breath facing away from me and heaved out a sigh. She turned towards me and the look that was in her eyes made everything else dim in comparison. Her eyes showed so much emotion it was painful to watch.

"What's wrong are you ok?" I asked panicked that she was gonna burst into tears then start laughing uncontrollably. She hugged her arms and rubbed them up and down trying to stay warm.

"I've never seen you that sad before. Normally you keep up this brick wall trying to block everyone out and I see why now. Kayden I'm so sorry that you have to go through this by yourself. You are one of the strongest people I know and I just wanted to tell you that because I know no one else has." She sniffled uncontrollably. A lump prevented me from saying anything. She was right no one has ever told me that before. I gripped one her wrists stopping it from clenching against her arm and brought her to my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and placed my face in the crook of her neck. I could feel her stiffen in my arms but I couldn't bring myself to release her. She slowly loosened her posture and wrapped her arms around my neck and I brought her closer to me to the point where she had to stand on her tip-toes. Tears leaked from my eyes and I took in a shaky breath and sighed. 

"Thank you so much." I whispered so fiercely. I stood there holding her and crying silent tears and not caring that earlier we were at each others throats. At this moment I was in her debt.

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Alright Guys you asked for it. Here is another chapter of The Bad Boy's Story I hope you all enjoy it i worked hard on this. Tell me what you think and don't forget to vote and comment. Love you guys to the moon and back! P.s there's a GIF of autumn's and Kaydens hug at the top. :)

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