LEXI'S POV
Taylor looked so pissed off when he started yelling "LEXI IM NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN FOR GODS SAKE YOU CUT YOURSELF!!!" When those words came out of his mouth my heart literally stopped I looked over at cam in anger,sadness I screamed at cam 'you told him! I told you not to tell him cam!' "What?! You weren't going to tell me about this Lexi this is serious
Why wouldn't you tell me?" 'Taylor you wouldn't understand , get out 'lex-' "I said GET OUT!!" I screamed I was already in tears 'no Lexi I'm your brother..... Let me see your arm' I looked at him like he was crazy or something but he wasn't "no" 'Lexi let me see your arm now!' "No Taylor I'm not going to sho-' I was cut off by him grabbing my arm 'ow Taylor that hurts
Stop please" he lifted my sleeve up and had anger in his eyes 'are these new ones!!' Cam looked up to my arm and he looked sad "Lexi I said I going to help you and for you to stop cutting you did it again!' Cam said "GOD CAM I SAID YOU CANT HELP ME NO ONE CAN SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I was in tears I pushed them out the door I looked my door.
CAMERONS POV
I can't believe she just cut again I want to help her Taylor went to his room to try and calm down after what he just found out I decided to try and talk to her I knocked on her door I could her sobbing "go away" 'lex please just let me talk to you' the door opened and her eyes were bloodshot from all her crying "why do you wanna talk to me huh? Why so I can tell you more things and you can go behind my back and tell my brother is that what you wanna do" 'no Lexi I just want to talk and try to understand you- "you can understand me cam no one can I'm left alone to fight for my self cause I have no one
And if I tell people what's wrong with me they'll either judge me, call me names etc and to have all of that on top of you plus my shitty life ya I don't think that's a good idea so no cam you can't try to understand me" 'well show people the real you' when I said that she looked at me as if I was dumb and I think I was to say that 'Lexi I didn-' cam! Don't you get it nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap, but I just don't, for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when I'm sad
How horrible they truly are. Nobody. Knows. Me" 'Lexi I ju-' "you know what cam Im honestly down with being let down just leave and never talk to me again I'm done. Just done" 'Lexi plesa-' "cam leave now" with that I walked out of her room down the stairs and out of her life... Maybe forever.
Hello loves sorry I hadn't updated but I started school this week first week of being a freshman but I'm going to busy a lot now so I'm starting to update on Saturdays only>>>> vote comment like what you thought about this chapter
