September 8, 2015
I found you while I was unpacking Taylor gave you to me for my 18th birthday he said I could wright down how I felt and it would help but I never really acknowledged you I guess Tay put you in my bag so I could wright down how I felt so ill be writing in you for a whole year well I'm in an asylum, ya it's stupid right? But Tay put me in here he said it was the only option he had am I that horrible that my own brother had to put me in a crazy place? I just don't know what is going on
Everything is getting harder cam live in New York he moved.... He moved away from me he hates me probably he wanted to help me but I just pushed him away.. Literally oh you don't know who cam is I'll tell you later you'll love him well at least I did but I'll save him for another time
Do think Tay will visit us? We're allowed to have visitors they told me. I think we're going to get along just fine I mean your my only friend that I have your the only one who believes me, doesn't judge me your the perfect friend well I guess I'll write in you next time
Goodbye.
*1 month later*
TAYLORS POV
YES! GET HIM!! YAAAA me and the guys scream we were currently watching the game and me and Matt made a bet and Im Winning so far 'hey Matt I hope you got that 10$ you said you had cause your gonna loose' I say to him he just laughs I feel like there is one person missing but I don't know who it is "yo Tay you alright?" Nash asks me 'ya I just feel like someone is missing is there?' "No man it's just us Tay" Nash tells me I just stay quiet and continue to watch the game.
October 20, 2015
Hey it's been a month in here and I'll tell you it's hell here I managed to sneak a blade in I continue to cut myself I feel relieved now that I'm doing it again a month with out cutting pure torture I already want to leave why Taylor? Speaking of you, you never came I waited everyday by the window hoping my own brother would come and see me and say I'm doing great and that he misses me but no you never showed up please tell me you didn't forget about me please tell me you didn't I miss you Tay i miss seeing your face I miss hearing your laugh I just miss you
Please come to visit me I wake up every day hopping your sitting at the window waiting for me like I did with you just. Please. Come.
Goodbye.
CAMERONS POV
I've been doing great I got a job as an assistant at the 'Maye Corp.' sure it's an assistant but it pays well so that is good New York was the best decision I made it's changed my life I look at my clock and see it already 7:50 I get a text from Taylor saying him and the guys are coming here to New York to visit me to be honest I miss the guys I look out my huge window and see the sun is setting I walk up to my window and just stare at it, it takes me back to when Lexi and I watched the sunset in L.A
Flashback
I turn and see Lexi staring hard at the sunset 'you seem memorized by it' she jumps at the sound of my voice "ya there just so.. Calming I could stare at them all the time" 'well I think I just might have to call you the sunset princess'
End flashback
I open my eyes and remember the thought of her I miss her I wonder if she's gonna come with Tay of course she is she's his sister I can't wait to see her beautiful face and I'll help her I'll kiss her scars and hold her tight and never let her go I can't wait.
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Update again sorry but I just love writing this story it's getting so good and I'm the one writing it anyway like comment what you think
