Part 1

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-Ashton's pov-

I sign into Twitter for the first time in about a month. I haven't been on in a while because the last time was awful. So many people were saying such harsh things. I didn't let it effect me so I just logged off and stayed off for a while. Hopefully it's done with now.

As soon as Twitter loads, my notifications and DMs start going crazy. I click on my own profile because I'm not really in the mood for going through messages and notifications. It'd just be easier to see what the fans have said by going through my profile.

My common sense is on point!, I chuckles to myself as I wait for the Tweets to load. When they do, I start reading them with a small smile playing at my lips.

@Luke'sPenguinslavex; @Ashton5SOS Where did you gooo? :( We miss you! Xx #WheresAshton

@Adoringthat_Lashtonlyfe; Ashyyyyy! Come out of hiding and Tweet something! We miss your ridiculousness! #WheresAshton @Ashton5SOS

@FuckmeHardCali; @Ashton5SOS Bub, come back! #WheresAshton Oh, and bring Calum! Luv ya! :*

@Imnotta--Fakefan; @Ashton5SOS I don't really miss you. Not many people do. I could give a shit less if you're dead or not. You sucked anyway.

@Mukes_anus; @Ashton5SOS @Imnotta--Fakefan; I agree! 100%. I never really liked him anyway. I just preteneded because he was there.

@Surroundedbylights_MGClife; @Ashton5SOS Eh. If you do come back, I might leave the fandom. You make it so not worth it. You're lame as fuck and ugly. No one likes you, fag.

@Icamefor_MrLukeHemmo; @Ashton5SOS Let's start a new trend, shall we? #Ashtonsafag #KillyourselfAshton #WewantAshtonIrwindead #CutdeeperAshton

@MrsHood(:_1; @Ashton5SOS You're just an ugly, suicidal loser. #KillyourselfAshton #Ashtonsafag

@Calumismine_bb; @Ashton5SOS #KillyourselfAshton Honestly, you should pick back up on cutting. No one likes you, fag! #CutdeeperAshton

@Who_tfis_Ashton; @Ashton5SOS Hey, helpful thing. Look up how to tie a noose! #KillyourselfAshton

I've had enough. Maybe the DMs will be better, I think to myself. I click tge button and open up the first one from @Larrys_Lollipop.

@Larrys_Lollipop; Ashton Fletcher Irwin. Wow. You followed me? I didn't even follow you! Why'd you do it, huh? Well. I don't really care.

@Larrys_Lollipop; I'm not going to follow you back because I don't like you. You're the worst member of the band Ashton. You're so ugly.

@Larrys_Lollipop; You're fat. You're stupd. You're a fag. You're fake. You're awful. You're nothing. You can't even sing! And you're horrible at drumming. God, you're awful.

@Larrys_Lollipop; I don't think you really even have any fans left. You're just- you're so bad. You can't do anything right. That's probably why your father left you anyway. You suck ass.

@Larrys_Lollipop; You're a pathetic loser! We all hate you, Ashton. Can't you see? We hate you! We all think you need to go.

@Larrys_Lollipop; We all want you dead, I hope you know. Maybe you should kill yourself? Yeah, I like the sound of that. Bye, now.

My chest tightens and my eyes begin to sting as the tears threaten to spill. It hurts. God, it hurts.

Why do they hate me?, I think, letting out a soft whimper. What did I ever do to them? I thought they still loved me. What happened?

I sniffle and wipe my eyes, turning my phone off. I make sure to show no sign of sadness as I get up. Letting out a slow breath, I get up off my bed and walk out of my room and outside. I need to get in touch with some fans and find out what exactly is going on..

-Hi,guys. Chapter one! Sorry if it's painful to read. It was painful to write as well. I'm an Ashton girl, so, just know, I don't think any of this about Ashton. I love him and he is an amazing person! I don't want him to die.. Ever. This is just to set the mood of the story. So, yeah. Enjoy! (: xx-

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