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Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore.

Chapter 15

Kendall's POV

While I made breakfast, the guys were just joking around. "It's my turn!" I heard Tré whisper, turn for what..? Hmm. I brushed the thought away and just kept cooking, suddenly I felt two strong arms around my waits tightly, I gave a little jump. "Whoever you are... You scared me!" I said not turning around, "Sorry baby girl." Tré whispered and kissed my neck softly several times, making me shiver. "I-it's okay.." I smiled softly. "You smell so good.." He whispered again, gosh he knows how to make me feel good. "Let go please.. Just for a sec.." I didn't want him to let me go tho. I placed a pancake in each plate and poured orange juice on each glass. As I finished Tré wrapped his arms around my waist, chuckling. "Breakfast's ready!" I cheered and the guys came running like animals. "You hungry?" I asked sarcastically and they nodded. "Uhm, Tré, you can let go now.." He smiled as he sat on the table, right next to me. He placed his hand on my thigh. I just sighed and blushed. "Everything okay, Kends?" Mike asked as he ate. I just nodded and finished eating. Tré washed the dishes, thank god he didn't broke any plates. "Kendall? We need to talk to you.." Billie said, "Yes, Bills?" I said as I walked towards them. "We, uh, want you to move in with us, y'know? You, uh, became a good friend and, uh, we want you to stay.." My face lit up, "O-of course!" I said happily as they all hugged me. Living with my idols now... Sweet, huh?

Jason's POV

Out of the sudden, everyone was gone. There was only me and Kendall, I got closer to her. "I'm so happy you're staying..." I hugged her and she hugged me back, "Me too!" She smiled excitedly. I pinned her down and started tickling her, she was twirling around. I couldn't stand it anymore, I lowered my head so it was at her level. I could feel his minty fresh breath against my skin, I got closer and closer, I closed my eyes and suddenly, our lips connected. Gosh, she was such a good kisser. She wrapped her arms around my neck as we kept kissing, I placed my hands on both of her cheeks. She broke the kiss. "J-Jason.." She said shocked, "Uhm.." Was all I managed to say, I was overwhelmed. "What's up guys?" Billie came out of nowhere. "Oh.. Nothing.." Kendall said awkwardly and Billie noticed it. "Why so serious you two?" He smiled and I smiled back. She just shrugged. "You doing okay, princess?" Billie hugged her and she just nodded. "Can we talk in private?" Kendall nodded and followed Billie.

Billie's POV

It's time for me to tell her, it's now or never.. "I.. I have to tell you something.." I swallowed hard and Kendall nodded, "Uh huh?" I knew she was nervous. "I wrote a song.. I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you.." I took my guitar and started strumming some chords. Then I started thinking, "I can't fight this feeling any longer.

And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.

What started out as friendship,

Has grown stronger.

I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.

I said there is no reason for my fear.

Cause I feel so secure when we're together.

You give my life direction,

You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,

I'm keeping you in sight.

You're a candle in the window,

On a cold, dark winter's night.

And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

It's time to bring this ship into the shore,

And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

And if I have to crawl upon the floor,

Come crushing through your door,

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.

I've been running round in circles in my mind.

And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,

Cause you take me to the places,

That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,

I'm keeping you in sight.

You're a candle in the wind,

On a cold, dark winter's night.

And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

It's time to bring this ship into the shore,

And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for.

And if I have to crawl upon the floor,

Come crushing through your door,

Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore." (A/N I KNOW THIS ISN'T A GREEN DAY SONG. BUT I THOUGHT IT WOULD FIT PERFECTLY TO THE SITUATION!) She started clapping. "So.. You understood what I meant?"

Kendall's POV

"So.. You understood what I meant?" Billie asked, I did understood but I wanted him to tell me. "I didn't got your point..." I looked down and he sighed, "I.. I like you Kendall, a lot. Since I met you." He grabs my hand, "Oh Billie!" I hug him tightly. "I like you too..." He hugged me even tighter, "But..." I said, "But..." He repeated. "I also like Jason..." I look down. He nodded, "I.. I understand.." Tears started rolling down my cheeks. "What's wrong baby?" Billie asked, "I don't know what to do..." Billie sighed, "Just take your time... I'll be right back.." I nodded and he kissed my head, then he left the room.

Jason's POV

"You!" Billie pointed at me angry, "How could you!?" He pushed me, oh no he didn't. "How could I what? Kiss your girl? I'm sorry those weren't your lips!" I said angry now. "YOU KISSED HER!? YOU FUCKING KISSED HER!? HOW COULD YOU JASON!?" He yelled angry, "You said I could win her heart, well I did." I smiled proud. "Well, I also did!" He answered back, "Wait what?" I asked confused. "She likes you... But she also likes me..." "Shit.." I muttered and then we heard Kendall crying. Billie and I ran into the room, "Sweetie! What's wrong?" Billie said and kneeled in front if her, she just hugged him. I sat beside her and just rubbed her back, "I.. I heard you guys fighting... I couldn't take it... Please don't break up.." She cried louder, oh no what have we done? Billie and I just looked at each other for a second. "Baby... We're not breaking up, I promise..." She let go off Billie and hugged me tightly, I immediately hugged her back. "Shh... It's okay.." I whispered. After a while she was okay, "Hey Kends, wanna go to a park?" Billie asked and she nodded, "Let's all go.." We told Mike and Tré and they agreed, as we got there Kendall got wide eyed and covered her mouth with her hand, she saw...

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