Home (A Billie Joe Armstrong Love Story)

Dear Mother, Can You Hear Me Crying?

Chapter 17

Kendall's POV

As I kept eating, Billie got a call. "I'll be right back.." He said as he stood up and picked up. "Hey... Yeah... What!? Why!?... But, it's not fair!... We just finished one!... Come on! We need a break!... But... But... But... Okay... Yes, bye.." He sighed and hung up. He walked toward us, "Hey what happened? You look like you just saw a ghost." I said. He sighed again and said, "We need to go on tour again..." We were all wide eyed.

Billie's POV

"We need to go on tour again..." Oh how I hate those seven words sometimes, everything was going great with Kendall and bam! Now we have a tour. Shit. "Oh.." She said sad. We were all shocked. "Wait... When are you leaving? How long will you be gone?" I sigh again, "We leave after tomorrow, and we'll be gone for 2 months.." "What!? Two fucking months without seeing you!?" She said as a single tear rolled down her cheek. No no no, we made her cry! "Honey... You'll see... Time passes by fast.. Just-" "It's hell without you!" She interrupted me crying, I hugged her tightly. "Hush Kends..." I whisper as I rubbed her back, she just cried on my shoulder. "Come with us!" Tré said, "W-what?" She said wiping her tears away. "Yes! Maybe you could play with us!" I said happy, "Tré you're a genius!" He smiled, "I know.. You don't have to remind me.." We all laughed. "Thanks Tré." Kendall hugged him. "It's okay sweetie." They both smiled. "Let's go home and you'll have an audition for this, okay?" Kendall nodded and I kissed her head. We drove back home and went directly to the music room, "Okay Kends, you'll play a song on bass, guitar and piano okay?" She nodded. "You'll also sing, okay?" She shrugged. "C'mon.." I made a puppy face. "Okay!" She said and I kissed her cheek, they guys were all watching us. She first played 'Decode' by Paramore on piano, then she played 'Stray Heart' by us and 'Another Brick In The Wall' by Pink Floyd on the bass and she played 'Jesus Of Suburbia' and 'Welcome To The Black Parade' by My Chemical Romance on guitar. She sang all of the songs also. As she finished, we all clapped shocked. "That was amazing!" We said, "Well Kendall.." I said and she bit her lip, gosh that's hot. "You'll play guitar and sing, okay?" "Okay!" She said happily and we all hugged her. This tour is going to be awesome.

Jason's POV

We all started packing, while I was doing it Kendall knocked my door. "Come in!" I yelled as she opened the door. "Hey.." She hugged me, "Hi sweetie. What's wrong?" She frowned, "I.. I need your help." "What is it?" I said sitting on the bed and patted the bed next to me so she could sit. "What if the fans hate me? What if I'm not good enough?" Jason sighed, "You're amazing. Everyone will love you!" She smiled, "I hope so.." She whispered and stood up. "Thanks Jason.." She went away and I smiled like a fool. I love her.

Kendall's POV

It was already Friday, so that means. Show time. Our first show would be here on Oakland and then we would fly to other places. As the time got closer, I was nervous. I was cold and sweating. It was my first show, they gave me a simple outfit. Black skinny jeans, black converses, black shirt with red tie and I tied my hair on a high pony tail. They made my make up, it was simple but I had a lot of eyeliner on. Billie came and hugged me, "You look beautiful.." I smiled, "Thanks... You too.." He smiled back, "Hah thanks.." "Let's take a pic!" I say fast and take a pic of us, it was beautiful. Billie was hugging me by my waist and kissing my cheek as I smiled. Then I took a normal one. "Guys! We're live on 10 secs!" Oh shit. They gave me a blue LesPaul and we got on stage. Holy mother of god, this is huge. They gave me a signal and we started playing American Idiot. As we finished, Billie started talking with the public. "What's up Oakland? I have the honor to introduce you to a new friend of us! She'll help us on our tour! Give it up for Kendall!" Everyone yelled and Billie brought me to the center of the stage. Fans started cheating my name, oh god. I smiled nervously and waved, we played a lot of songs. We all joked, jumped and dance on the whole show. In the end, I was knackered. But, guess what? Now it was time for backstage. We all walked tiredly and waited for the fans. As I see the next person coming, I notice it's Jordan. "Jordan! Hi!" I hugged him tightly, he hugged me back. "Hi kitty! How are you?" I smiled widely, "I'm good.." He smiled and hugged me, "Since you left, I missed you. A lot." "Me too." I whispered. "So cool you're in tour with them!" "I know!" I say excitedly. "But, kitty, weren't you going to sleep with me?" Jordan said sad. "WHAT!?" The guys said together. "No no no, it's not what it seems! I was going to a sleepover! Not to sleep with him!" I said freaking out. "Oh! Okay.." Billie said a big relieved. "So what if I sleep with him? I don't have a boyfriend so.." Jordan smiled excitedly, "I'm not sleeping with you silly." His face turned serious and I laughed and hugged him. "So, what? You forgot about me?" I shook my head. "No, it's just that all happened so fast!" "So you wouldn't even going to tell me you were going on tour?" "Yes, but-" "But nothing Kendall. You just made it clear you don't want to be with me." "But Jordan!" I said worried. "Just.. Talk to me after the tour.." He ran away, "Shit." I whispered and followed him. "Jordan!" I yelled and grabbed her arm, he turned around and he was crying. "C'mon love, beautiful boys don't cry.." He just looked at me. "Look, what's the problem in here?" I asked, "You are." I was shocked, "So, if I'm the problem... Why are you still here?" I wanted to cry. "Because even if you are the problem, I would still be with you." He hugged me and I hugged him back. "So we're okay?" He nodded, "I gotta go.. Bye.." He kissed my cheek. "I'll miss you.." "I will too." I hugged him, he walked away and yelled 'Bye my love' I just laughed and went inside. When I got there, everyone was kind of wide eyed. "Uhm... Is everything okay?" Jason asked nervous, "It's okay. We fixed everything now." I smile sweetly at him, he hugged me suddenly. I hugged him back, "Why was that for?" He smiles, "I just needed a hug.." "Oh.." I replied and everyone hugged me. It was almost time of the backstage to finish when a blonde girl came, "Oh my god! Billie!" She ran and hugged him tightly, "Oh my god, I love you so much!" She squeaked, bubbly. She was all fake. Fake nails, extensions, fake boobs, fake ass, Botox, fake tan. Ugh. "Uhm... We are here too, y'know? Billie's not the only one on the band." I said awkwardly, she just looked at us hideously. "Look, I can hug whoever I want, you can't tell me who to hug and who to not. Seriously, fuck off." I was shocked and so was everyone else, "Wait, wait, wait... Chill the fuck up." Billie said kinda worried. "Okay, this will be fast." She said clearing her throat, "You are a bitch, a slut. We all know they like you, but while they do, you are with some other guy. Do you enjoy making them suffer? You're such a bitch, you're a whore! Just fuck off, none of them need you anyway. You're so ugly." Billie freaked out, "Wait, what!? She's not a bitch at all! She's a kind, beautiful girl and no one can change that. She's ugly? She's ugly? If she's ugly, then you're Shrek!" We all gasped, she gave me the middle finger and went away. I ran to the bathroom, no one realized tho. I locked myself and slowly slid against the bathroom door, sobbing.

Billie's POV

I turned to hug Kendall, but she wasn't there. "Guys, where's Kendall?" We all looked around but didn't see her, "Let's look for her..." I was getting worried. Jason went to the bathrooms, Tré went to our tour bus with Mike and I went to the dressing rooms, nothing there. I walked past the bathroom and heard Jason's voice, I opened the door fast and saw something I never thought I would see. I closed the door and ran away.

Kendall's POV

I was crying when someone knocked the door. "Fuck off.." I said between shaky sobs, "C'mon love, let me in." I heard Jason's voice. I stood up and opened the door, as soon as I saw him I hugged him tightly, crying on his chest. "Hush Kends... It's okay.." I cried more, "No it's not! She just talked shit about me! And the worse thing is that.. It's all true!" I cried. "Baby, no.. It's not true.." "She made me believe her..." I sniffed, "You're none of those things... You're perfect.." He got closer and kissed me softly. I heard the door open and we broke the kiss fast, I saw who it was and it was Billie, he ran away. Shit.

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