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Thanks to You, I'm a Fighter.

Hi guys! I’m back. Before I continue this fic, I want to apologize. First of all, I’m sorry I stopped writing, I just was very busy. Aaaaaand second of all, I wanna apologize for my horrible horrible grammar. I reread the fic so I could have like an idea again and oh my god. I’m so ashamed I even published that. It’s harder for me, you know, English not being my mother language complicates things a little bit, I’m sorry if I suck a little. So! I won’t let you wait more, here’s chapter 20!

Kendall’s P.O.V.

The next morning, I woke up with a strange feeling. There was something in the back of my head telling me I needed to get out of here. It was such a strong feeling that I just couldn’t ignore it. “I’ll be back. –Kendall” I wrote in a paper and placed in the counter. I started walking in a lonely park; it was just the nature and me. It was relaxing. I was having these thoughts of leave the band. I don’t feel that comfortable now; I slowly became sadder sand sadder, not even knowing why. I decided to check the time and whoa! 6 hours had already passed by; and I couldn´t care less. I see an incoming call from Billie, I wasn’t really in the mood to speak. “Hey” I said as chill as I could, “WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! THINK OF US EVEN ONCE! WE WERE SO SCARED!” He started yelling and I just couldn’t take it. “Like you cared.” I muttered. “WE DO CARE!” He yelled again and slammed the phone. Gee, apparently guys have their period too. Maybe it is the PMS. I just smiled to myself and sat in a bench; I looked in pocket and yes! I had a cigarette. I was about to light it up, when a familiar voice interrupted. “May I, my lady?” Jordan said with a lighter in front of it. “Yes, you may” I laughed and stood up. “Hi J, how have you been?” I kissed his cheek. “Good… Good… Missing you…” He looked away and I just smiled, “I’ve missed you too. It’s been so boring.” He snapped his fingers, “I have the perfect idea!” He looked at me smiling, “Stay at my place, at least for tonight.” I smiled widely, “Hell yeah! Give me your address; I’ll be there in an hour.” He texted me the address while I walked towards the tour bus, thank god we had the week off. I was just hoping so the guys wouldn’t be here, for my luck, they weren’t. I realized I couldn’t be my with Billie, we’ve already had two fights in less than I week, I can forgive myself for making Jason cry aaaaand now Jordan is… very interesting. So I grabbed a sheet of paper and wrote in it,

“Dear Billie,

            I am sorry, but I just can’t be with you right now. I love you but we just, sigh, need to wait for things to cool off a bit, y’know? I don’t regret anything; it’s been a hell of a month thanks to you so. Thank you. And, just to y’know, clear our debts. Remember you owed me something? Well, you can pay me by just acting like this hadn’t happened. And just stay as we were.

                                                                                      Love you, Kendall.

P.D: I’ll be in a friend’s house for the week.”

I placed it on his bed and packed some clothes. While I headed to Jordan’s, I heard a lot of “Oh my god”s and “Oh no! He didn’t!” I decided to peek a little bit, and my heart broke. Billie was kissing another girl. I clenched my jaw and walked up to him and grabbed him by his jacket. “So this is what you call trust, huh?” I just looked into his eyes disappointed, he was hurt, I could notice it. “I…” He started, “You nothing…” I looked down and looked up again, “We are done…” Everyone gasped as I started to walk away, “Oh, and by the way, I love the way you show me you care.” I looked at him one last time and I just walked away. I couldn’t believe it. I got to Jordan’s house and knocked twice, Nice. I thought as I saw the house. “Keeends! Hi!” Jordan came running and hugged me. And he was, oh my god, shirtless. Well this is so much nicer. I thought as I hugged him. “Ready to have the best week of your life?” “Yes!” I smiled and we went inside. We talked for hours, Jordan was even more perfect than I thought.

Billie’s P.O.V.

I shouldn’t have done that, I’m a douche. I walked as fast as I could to the tour bus, but when I got there it really hit me, all the pain I just caused her. “He’s gone man.” Tré said as he patted my shoulder. “What happened?” Mike asked, “Uh… She caught me kissing with the stupid blonde…” Everyone looked at him shocked, “You’re an asshole.” Jason said and they all agreed, even me. I just wanted to sleep; I opened my booth’s curtain and saw a little piece of paper on it. As I read it, my jaw fell lower and lower. I walked towards the guys shocked, with the paper in my hand, “I… I’m… I’m a douche.” I said as I handed Jason the paper.

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I'm sorry, I know it's short but, I wrote this at 4:07 AM and I'm literally dying so. Love you, comment/vote. <3