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10.

jack

               the taste of ms. bonita lingered in my mouth, artificial strawberry lip gloss and me. i don't like what i did, i don't like the fact that i can't seem to climb out of this hole i dug myself in. this is not how i pictured my life.

               "what's wrong, baby?" ms. bonita, well sophia, purrs causing a shiver to ripple down my spine. "nothing.." i dismiss, rolling to my isolated side of the bed. i was in her posh apartment, it's aroma of lavender killing me slowly.

                why am i here? 

                "because you want me. it's only natural seeing that i'm your first." she says cockily, sliding a hand down my arm to make the goosebumps raise. "see? you react so well to me. especially when you moan, god it's--"

                 i couldn't take anymore. "shut up! shut the fuck up right now, sophia! you took advantage of me because i was fresh meat to pick at!" 

                standing up, i began to put on my clothes hurriedly not wanting to spend another second in the expensive apartment. sophia's expression harden, and eyes were staring holes in me. "papi, don't blame me for your temptation, you are just as guilty. you let me touch you in ways no other woman can, and you fucking can't blame me for it."

                i glanced at her, "i'm fucking out of here, i'm done." 

                as i walked out her room, i could hear her small footsteps following me. i grabbed the handle to turn, but her words stopped me. "no one quits sophia bonita. no one! you'll be back like all the others, you'll miss me."

                i looked at her, bare body hid under caramel sheets and hair in a messy bun. i didn't want her, i wanted someone else.

               "we'll i sure as hell won't be coming back, i quit." i left the apartment, my face flush and clothes messily hanging on me. 

               i didn't want her, i didn't want nobody but lulu.