It's unfair- this life. We see things in such magnificent ways, and things are taken from us so extremely quickly.
I can't sleep. Even if I could, I would have to be up in four more hours. My best friend has just left. Watching the car drive away from my window was more than I can bear. I feel the emptiness already. Even if I said that I couldn't stand her four days ago, I would give anything to have her back to spend the night right now.
I miss her random laughter when I'm trying to sleep. I miss the sound of her rolling over on the air mattress. I miss the feeling that someone's there- I even miss her snoring.
I love her. One of the few people in the entire world that I've ever trusted. I can't lose her- even if she's a million miles away, I refuse to lose her to another world.
Contact is so hard to maintain. What am I supposed to talk about? She has different friends- a different life that I'm no longer a part of. Perhaps I've been lost. Perhaps she no longer needs me. Perhaps, this is the way that things are meant to be.
Love, Live, Laugh. Enjoy it while you can, because tomorrow comes too quickly.
Always dedicated;
Want2BLoved.<3
