For the last time "I don't want a mate !!!!!"

I'm trying my best

***Taconnie's prov***
Blake was leaning against his desk with his arms crossed over his chest. I could tell he was pissed.
"You know ! I though , I could just trust you not to run!" Blake gritted through his teeth.
"But clearly I was wrong " he stated while running is hand along his five o'clock shadow.
I balled my fist so tight. I thought it might bleed . He was talking to me as if I was child ! I snarled at him and bared me teeth a little.  I was trying to be intimidating towards  him but it didn't work. All he did was smirk.
" I would watch that attitude of yours if I was you." He said in a straight voice.
"I'm very close to going over the edge and you wouldn't like the consequences if I go over that edge ." Blake said in a tone that sent shivers down my spine.
I shot him a quick glare but kept my mouth shut.
"You may go."he dismissed me Turing back to his paper work.
I turned around heading for the door but not before adding faintly. "I'm trying me best"
*** later that after noon with Jordan and Lila ****
" how doesn't he realize that I'm really trying here" I say pacing back and forth in front of Jordan and Lila. " I mean if I wasn't I would of take off like a wild cat!" I said quickly not letting Lila get a word in.
"He's just afraid ! That he will lose you!" Jordan said trying to defend his best friend.
"Well he doesn't have to be so possessive about it" I let out a huff while plopping down onto the bed.
" He's An alpha male what do you expect?" Lila ask's me.
At this point I really don't know that to expect from him . I get to our room and find Blake already on the couch reading a book. He looks up and puts the book down.
"Look I'm so sorry on, how to night played out." Blake apologized.
" Just when you run it upsets off the lion inside me,and I have a hard time controlling him already!"
" I know how you feel but you must understand that this is all new to me !" I Say while walking closer to the couch .
" but I'm trying my best" I touch his shoulder
"Please just give me more time" I say while turning around going towards the bed.

The next morning I looked around the room and found a note addressed to me from Blake. " morning  taconnie I don't want to pressure you into sending time with me so do as you please I will see you at supper love Blake " I read it twice over. No command to eat with him ? What is he playing at !!
Sorry, I know super short chapter but I have writers block let me know what you think - bellesmist17