Chapter 7
The next morning I woke up with happiness filling me. I stretched my arm feeling an empty spot next to me.
Wait. What? empty spot? Huh...
I looked around and Ethan wasn't lying next to me. Okay that's strange last night we fell asleep together next to eachother at my bed. I decided to check downstairs he probably went to the kitchen to get some breakfast or go to the bathroom.
I got out of my bed only wearing Ethan's too big shirt. When I stood up I felt we went all the way yesterday. A big grin appeared on my face. I quickly looked in Hanna's room and saw that she was still deep asleep. I glanced at the clock and it was six in the morning. Where could Ethan go at six in the morning?
While I walked downstairs I still didn't hear anything ''Ethan? Babe where are you?'' I said while yawning.
I looked in the living room while I walked by it. Nothing. And I continued to the kitchen. No Ethan. Hmm okay this was getting strange. I ran my fingers trough my hair when I noticed a small crumbled paper on the table in the kitchen.
It was from Ethan before I started reading I looked around noticing all his stuff were gone. His jacket and shoes and even the extra bag of clothes he brought with him. I read the small letter.
Maddelyn,
I'm sorry but I realised something and that's that this isn't going to work out for us... Things are just getting to complicated and I think it's the best for both of us to move on. Goodbye,
Ethan
I stared at the letter with a blank expression. I looked around hopeless wanting Ethan to jump from behind to door and just yell ''Just kidding!'' And I would slap him and he would pull me in for a kiss and I would forgive him.
But none of that happend. I filled a glass with water and took a sip just not realizing yet what this is. With the glass of water still in my hand my grip tightened and I was starting to become very angry.
He must've realized how messed up my life was and he didn't want to get too much involved in it. And by ending it with a letter? A damn fucking letter.
''Fucking asshole!'' I cried as I threw my glass on the floor. The glass broke and pieces glass fell down on the floor and against my leg. I was filled with so much pain I didn't even feel the pain from the cuts in my legs.
The bastard took my freaking virginity and broke up with this letter? What the hell is this? Suddenly I felt very dirty and used. My virginity was taken by a guy who didn't even love me and dared to break up with me the very next morning.
I stamped up the stairs not even minding if Hanna would wake up or not. I took of his shirt I never wanted to see it again and threw it somewhere in my room and got in the shower. The hot water streaming over my body. And I didn't know when but tears started streaming down my cheeks.
Like always the people I love the most leave me at the most unexpected moments. Why Ethan Why? Tears streamed down my cheeks like it would never end.
After a while I heard Hanna crying and I hurried out of the bathroom. Quickly jumping in my sweatpants and a shirt. I picked her up out of her bed and her eyes were red from crying. Stupid me I probably didn't hear her the entire time.
Damn It Maddelyn get your stuff together. The only thing I'm doing lately is just breaking. Telling myself it could always be worse and I have to be happy with what I have.
Pff like I would ever believe that. Hanna was crawling down the stairs as I followed her. Just as she was about to walk into kitchen I was able to stop her just in time.
