When I saw the first glimps of sunrise, I went down stairs and got my breakfast. I took it back up to my room so I wouldn't be seen. I made myself some cereal and got a muffin out of the bread box. It wasn't the best thing I ever tasted, but at least I had something. I know some Flunkies that live on the street because their families don't want to risk their lives by keeping them around. Well, of course, I don't actually know them, but I've read about them.
As you have already noticed, I love too read. It's how I get all my information about the world beyond these four walls. I love to imagine what my life would be like in every book. I try to imagine being a werewolf or a doctor. I love to picture each individual schene in the books and every last detail that is, or should be there. I love reading! It's my whole life.
Well it used to be, before Jesse entered my life. Jesse makes me feel more than, a hundred or even a thousand books, ever can. He completes me. Sometimes, I think he's too good to be true. He's just too perfect! Even though he has A.D.H.D, I still love him. I wish I could tell him how I feel. When the time is right i think to myself. When the time is right.
When I finnished my breakfast, I went down stair, set my plate on the counter, and went back up to my room, were else? I'm getting pretty sick of going up and down the stairs, to the kitchen and back up to my room. It drives me crazy! This can't be all my life is made up of? Can it?
I started a new chapter of "Into The Life Of D.R.A.M.A" and was about halfway through when I heard a familiar knocking outside my window. His enchanting face showed up soon after.
"Hey", I wrote on my pad of paper.
"Hey", he replied. "we should meet up again tonight" he continued.
"I'd love too, I miss u"
" I miss u more. So, the beach? Say around 7?"
"Sure"
I prepared my stuff and headed out the door at 6:45. I used the same exuse as last time on my gullible parents. I walked out the door and went around the back of my house. I followed the trail I made the first night me and Jesse met. I walked down the sand dunes as I got closer to the water. I went over to the cave we slept in the last time. I was hoping he would meet me there. As I waited for Jesse to show up I hummed to Jason Miraz's "I Won't Give Up" to pass the time.
I saw him walking slowly towards me as I started the bridge of my little tune. I ran towards him almost knocking both of us down. I was ecstatic to see him. I pulled him into the cave and beckoned him to sit next to me. I wrapped my arms around his muscular body. I hugged him like it was the last thing I would ever do. He hugged be back with the same passion. As he pulled away, he gazed into my eyes, forever it seemed. He kept his eyes linked with my as he leaded in for a kiss. I didn't turn away. I felt like I was waiting for that moment when I saw fireworks all around me, for a life time. I slowly melted into his arms. My hand pressed agains his chest. I could feel his heartbeat, in time with mine. My wish had come true. I knew I was truly in love. This was the perfect moment to show him how much I love him.
I kissed him back, over and over again. He didn't pull away, neither did I. We were both aware of each others thoughts. We were in sink. We were two bodies with the same soul that were tragically separated in the night. I knew what he wanted, he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I took my hand that was still planted on his chest and brang it up to his cheek. I held his face in my hands as I kissed him. I never wanted to leave his touch, or this feeling behind. When I looked into his eyes I felt like there was untold secrets that were locked up inside them. Now was the time. I moved my hand from his cheek down to his shoulder. I massaged it like I thought he might like. Then I slid my hand behind his back and took hold of the back of his shirt. I continued to kiss him as I pulled it over his head. I threw it aside, then touched his bare skin. I moved my arm from his abbs to his back once more, pulling him closer to me.
I knew he had no prolem with what I was doing, because he slowly took off my shirt as well. I felt the soft ocean breeze caressing my back. I then felt his soft touch caressing it too. I was on his lap now. His legs stretched out, imprisoned in between mine. I wrapped my legs behind his back touching my toes together. I felt him pull me slightly off his lap and lean me back. I was on the ground, his face hovering over mine. Then he continued to kiss me, and I him. I felt like my heart was the most precious gem, priceless, and forever guarded by him.
I WOKE TO THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE, and the cool morning breeze blowing over my naked body. Last night was more than I could have ever imagined. I never experiensed anything like that before. I just hope it gave Jesse the same feelings.
As I sat up, I realized Jesse had layed me on a blanket.
"He's so sweet, and a heck of a kisser." I say quietly to myself. I knew he was probably near by. Were was he anyways?
"Jesse!" I called, somewhat softly.
"Jesse!" I was getting nervouse now. I quickly put on my clothes and ran outside the cave. I rushed around the beach, but I couldn't find him anywhere.
"Jesse! Jesse!" I called his name over and over again. I didn't know what else to do. I was panicking. Was I supose to have stayed in the cave and waited for his return? Did he go home to get something he forgot? Did he just want to get in my pants, and when he did, leave me forever? No he would never do that to me, ever. There must be some reasonable explanation for this. But who was there to ask?
I ran back to the cave hoping maybe he had gone a different direction and was back at the cave looking for me. I ran as fast as I could, tripping a few times and ripping my jeans. I was so scared, I didn't notice the giant log in front of be. I tripped over it and nearly broke my neck!
"Dammit!" I screamed as I held my head still, waiting for the cink in my neck to go away.
"Jesse! Were are you?!?!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
"Jesse isn't here." I heard an unfamiliar voice say behind me. I looked up to see who it was that was speaking to me. That's when I saw him, my enemie, the murderer in my nightmares. A Hidden.
