[This is Not a Poem]

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Ever heard of stream of consciousness? Well, that's basically what this is. So if you're confused, it's okay. (This might be triggering) Thanks for reading!

Stop it, you're not beautiful
Turn the music up a little
Are you really trying that on? No. Didn't think so.
Make yourself a a little smaller
Jesus, they all can hear you you idiot
Stay a little quieter...blend in, blend in
You can't. You and I both know that. Stop wasting your time.
Well...try again--later.
Idiot, they're looking at you. They know you're nothing more than a useless slut.
Jacket...where's my jacket?
S/he's not into you. It's never going to happen.
Walk a little faster...
That's it, that's good, you're finally starting to do things right...
Dig the knife a little deeper...
They're looking at you, you. Get off your fat ass.
Turn the music up a little more...
Fat ass. No thigh gap for a slob like you
Skip a meal, it's okay
Look at what you've done...
Lines on my skin

I will turn my music up until my eardrums burst
Until the blood is running down the side of my face
Until the hands of time stop and I am frozen still
Until my family goes insane from all of the "whats" I give them
Until there is nothing left to hold onto

Until you stop.

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