Leaving Him, Well I thought....

Wake up!

The feeling of my clothes being forced off was horrible, I began to scream and yell but no words would come out! I tried to escape but he just kept forcing his weight on me.  

"Where the hell did you think you we're going?" he said while pinching my ass.  

Tears began to form in my eyes, but Im too strong of a person to let this weak asshole see me cry! He began to pull down my pants leaving me in my undies, I screamed at the top of my lungs this time letting a loud one out. I tried my best to fight him back but I was hopeless against this 200 pound man. It would be no use trying to explain to my mom, cause she wouldn't believe how big of a asshole he is. YES THAT'S RIGHT, my moms "boyfriend" raped ME. As I was squirming he began to slightly smile then he let out a laugh.

"Looks like you got something for me?" I spit in his face, Yeah I know it's petty but at this point I don't care! He forced his self inside of me with no limits, I screamed my moms name as I could hear someone close the front door to my house. She bursted in my room, screaming and yelling while he was still inside of me. I BEGGED for her to get this idiot off of me, she yelled and said it was my fault for dressing the way I did. He got off of me , & began to pull up his boxers and explain his self to her and as always she believed him! I got my self together and ran out of THERE house, because that place was no longer home to me.

I was ONLY 10.............

*back to reality*

I began to gather my thoughts as I stood there and looked him in his face, I gave his ass one good slap across the face. He strained his jaw

"I guess you could say I deserved that."

" YOUR DAMN RIGHT & plenty more where that came from, NOW WHY ARE YOU HERE?" I began to get angry as he stammered with his words!  

"You know why I'm here, I NEED YOU!"  

"Do you not know how many times I've heard your-"

right then he grabbed my face and kissed me like he never had before, he pushed me up against the wall and pushed his tongue towards my lips asking for entrance. But I wasn't going, I had to put up a fight to let him know I wasn't budging. He tried to force it in even harder the second time but I wasn't letting him off that easy. I broke the kiss and began to raise my voice   

"Why in the hell would you do that?" he just walked off and gave me one last look before he went back to the party. I called after him and chased him down, we really need to talk before I get into anything with him. His eyes were on me as I walked in the room everyone was in. His eyes, they look so innocent, so changed, & genuine I couldn't help but feel like I HAD to hear him out. He approached me and started to speak ............

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