Leaving Him, Well I thought....

The morning after

*Jae's POV*

I woke up to light being shined in my face,

"Ughh" I groaned in agony wishing I didn't get fucked up the night before. I felt someone roll over and grab my waist as I kept my eyes on the ceiling fan as it spun round and round on the roof. I turned around and looked at this person in the eyes and then realized it was him........ What the hell did I do last night that led me to him? This nigga put me through so much pain & torture I just wanted to slap his ass everytime he breathed, but then again there was a side that made me want him back just so we could reminisce on all our old memories. I looked him up and down as I admired his dark chocolate skin with his tattoos and white teeth, baby he knew was all that and some.

I jumped up and began to dress myself in my clothes from last night, noticing all I had on was a shirt and a pair of boy shorts under them. He sat up in bed noticing me rushing out, I began to walk faster and faster as I began to make my way to the exit. I really didn't wanna look at him cause he definetely has a way with words. I called Raven to come and get me because calling anyone else would lead to alot of questions that I really didn't have time for, I just wanted to be home in my own house.

"You leaving already babe?" I heard a loud voice say behind me.

I walked out of his house closing the door and making sure it was heard very well, I just dont wanna make a mistake this time & fuck up.

Rae pulled up in a matter of 15 minutes so I hopped in and we burnt out, I turned around and looked to see if he was watching and he was but I didnt care. As she drove I began to let my seat back and get comfortable, I knew for a fact I was done with that old news for sure.

"Jae I swear lastnight he told me he was taking you home, I didn't know that would happen."

"Yeah Rae well it did, but it's okay I'm safe now & I'm hoping to never see him again. I just hope we didn't have sex lastnight... I mean I was pretty gone myself."

"JAE!" she pressed the brakes hard as hell

I cut her off before she began to lecture me "How the fuck was I supposed to know what I was doing Rae?"

"SAVE THAT. when your drunk either you wanted the shit to happen or you didnt...... So which one was it ?"

I really didn't feel like answering her, all she wanted to do was yell at me anyways! I turned my back as Rae got quiet, she knew I didnt wanna hear that shit I MEAN WHO WOULD?! I began to remember about lastnights little "shower"..

*He walked in the bathroom first and I followed, dropping my robe at the threshhold of the bathroom door. I didn't know what I was doing but it felt so right, the steamy mirrow, the huge shower I had no choice but to be turned on. He whistled at me to come here and I followed, we were both nude so the moment felt even better & exciting. He picked me up and I was against the shower, not even in yet and he's already tryna get some? I may be drunk but I have sense. I didn't wanna do it, my body was shaking .. but then again it could be the feeling of not having SOME in a while....

The fact that I can't remember if we had sex or not was upsetting me, we pulled up to Rae's house & I got in my car and sped off. I made it home within 10 minutes, but there was ANOTHER car park in my driveway I have never seen that one before .. I walked slow up to the front door & began to wonder through the house,..... I felt a hard as punch come across my face and I fell straight to the floor, my vision got weak and blurry......

I woke up feeling a sharp pain in my head, I damn sure knew I wasn't hungover. As I opened my eyes I could began to tell I was at home, old pictures that I had hung up were every where.

"Your finally awake" I heard a familiar voice say, but I couldn't put my finger on who the hell it was.  

He began to walk closer and closer & that's when I realized it was HIM.

"Considering the fact that you knocked me the fuck out what DID YOU EXPECT" I yelled back at him as he began to smirk.I just wanted to knock that smirk straight off his strong ass face! "YOUR AN ASSHOLE" hot tears began to stream down my face, as I realized what he's capable of!

He put his face close to mine and began to whisper,"You have no where to go". He said it with no emotion, no feelings, & no smirk.

I began to plead, but 5 minutes was enough. I needed to get out of here, being that this is my house HE NEEDS TO GET OUT OF HERE.  

This is not his home & this is not where he belongs! My mind began to splatter trying to think of ways to demolish this nigga cause I will not be a victim in my home where I pay the bills.

NOT GONNA HAPPEN..