Leaving Him, Well I thought....

Maybe ....

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He approached me and began to speak, "Look, I've been thinking about you over the past years and I've realized nothing in my life has been right since we ended badly- I cut him off just so he realized I was running shit now.

"When we we're together you treated me badly, & you wanted the hoes REMEMBER? so I let you have them! And you think I'm gonna let that little kiss we shared back there let me forget the shit you put me through."

He looked at me with such sorrow and hurt in his eyes, like I was the one in the wrong. I started to walk away cause this whole conversation was beginning to bring back memories of the beatings, & the hurt, and the tears, I know I may seem like a hard ass and shit but I'm all soft in the inside.

"I just need another chance to prove to you, that I can be better  than I was in the past." he sounded like he had that balled up since forever.

He reached up to scratch the top of his head, as I flinched thinking he was gonna hit me. He grabbed my arms , and began to apoligize. It all went in one ear and out the other because of the fact that I've heard it all before from him. After he finished his little "apology" I walked back to the party leaving him all by hisself. I began to think was I wrong ? or did I do the right thing. I'm known as a pushover so he know sweet words like that will get over on me. The party finally came to an end, and I began to feel a little buzzed but I was capable of driving , everyone was walking around cleaning and throwing away trash that the guests left around. I volunteered to clean the restroom since I knew it was an easy job and there wasn't as much alcohol there as I thought it would be. I started walking towards the bathroom and entered quickly, I really just wanted to be done so I could go home and get some rest. As I bent down to pick up the trash I felt someone grab my waist and gently push me against the wall making me drop the trash. I screamed as he covered my mouth with his hand. "It's just me" he said like it was no problem.

"Were you fucking waiting on me to get in here?' I said short of breath.

He began kissing me again, but this time more passionate. He had me pinned to the wall and I had no place to go, the kiss got deeper and deeper by the second, I began to wrap my legs around his body making my body shiver but something just wouldn't let me go on, I began to snap back into reality and notice what was happening. I stopped the kiss and got down,

"Why can't you just let us be Jae?" he said saddened. I reached for the doorknob as I fell thinking it was closer than it really wasn't.

"C'mon I'll take you home, your not capable of driving anywhere!" I giggled as he carried me to his car, he dropped me in the front seat and put my shoes in front of me, he went back inside to tell Rae that my car would have to stay there until I came back to get it. He walked back out in hurry, as I snapped on my seatbelt. "Safety first!" I giggled drunkly .

"Your staying with me tonight, I can't let your parents see you like this." he said so protectively.

" I love it when you get like this!" I said seductively.

I wanted to take him right now, but I think thats the liquor talking. I began to strip and remove my undies as he kept his eyes on the road, I reached over and got in his lap as he pulled over fast!

"Are you losing your mind, but your clothes back on ! We almost had a wreck back there!"

I stuck my tongue in his mouth so he would shut up, I deepened the kiss by grabbing his head and forcing it into mine. I began to grind on him while sitting in his lap, the kiss went on for at least 10 minutes as we both came up for air he pushed me back in my seat softly and started to drive again, I couldn't help but notice the huge smirk on his face while he was pulling off. Including our little detour it took us 20 minutes max to get to his house, I threw myself on his bed as he went and started the shower. I unzipped my dress I had on, and began to walk in the bathroom where he was. I opened the door and steam automaticallly bursted out, I dropped my robe and began to enter the shower from the back so I could be unnoticed. As I stepped in I wrapped my arms around his torso from the back, I may be a little drunk but I know EXACTLY what I'm doing. He smirked as he turned around and ------------------

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