As I continued to awkwardly look at the ground and play with the laces on my sweater, I heard a phone go off and instantly looked up.
"Sorry Sean, I gotta go. I hope you can get this figured out."
"Okay, see ya later."
He said waving. I looked at them both. Mark waved to me and I waved back, but awkwardly. What can I say? I'm an awkward person. He put his hands in his pockets. I felt obliged to start a conversation but yet, I couldn't. Ya know the feeling? It's like, you wanna get rid of the silence, but, you can't, because you're not good at starting conversations. Well, it's worth a shot is suppose? I rocked back and forth on my heels.
"So.... Your real name's Sean..."
He gave an awkward smile before beginning,
"Yep..."
Such awkward. Much tension. Damnit why do memes always pop into my head at the worst times? I smiled and he smiled back at me. I blushed because his smile was just ugh. Not the bad kinda ugh like the 'this guy's really attractive' kinda ugh. A part of me wants to shout 'I love you' but yet, I don't know if I do. I'm in the middle and I don't like it. Maybe if I could get to know him? But how? I was never good at this. Not to mention I'm super duper awko taco. If only I had some confidence...
"Well, I should probably go. I'm kinda hungry too so..."
"I can come with!"
He looked at me puzzled. Talk about a mental facepalm.
"What I meant is.. I could like, help you figure some of this out.. Maybe?.."
Of course I lacked all confidence in that sentence...
He gave some weird looks before sighing and saying.
"Sure, you know this place better than I do anyways."
He gave a small smile.
"Awesome sauce!"
I smiled. He laughed at that a little.
"That's the first I've heard of that one..."
We both laughed.
"C'mon, let's go get some... PIZZA!!"
"LIKE A BOSS!!"
He said throwing his arms in the air. We both high fived before heading out the door.
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We arrived at (fave pizza place) only moments later.
"Well, here we are."
I said parking the car. He looked out the window and read the neon sign. He turned back to me with the 'really?...' Look.
"What?"
"(Name of fave pizza place)? Really?"
"It's amazeballz."
He scoffed sarcastically and smiled.
"Americans..."
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As we waited in line to be seated, I couldn't help but think of things that could happen. I always think too much.
"Hellooooo?! I want to be seated, like, now!"
The person in front of us called.
"Hakuna your Tatas lady, this is a pizzeria not a five star restraunt..."
"Cool it, bitch."
"I'm not the one having a rack attack..."
Sean leaned down and whispered,
"She ain't worth it..."
I smiled at him and nodded.
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We waited for about 15 minutes before we were seated. I thought about ordering a large (fave pizza) with a (fave drink) and Sean wanted... Well.. I'm actually not sure because I was too busy listening to the sound of his beautiful voice and his amazing eyes that stood out from most. They were like their own little galaxies.
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I get told that a lot so I just used it here cause I ain't creative lol
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We talked and talked for a while. We had some funny conversations come up and some weird stories.
"Hey, y/n?"
"Yeah?"
"What do you think about is dating?..."
I was so shocked.
"W-what?..."
"I asked what you thought about it. You know, do you really think it was your friend?"
Too good to be true...
"Y-yeah..."
"Arrrreeee, you okay?..."
"Yeah, I just thought you said something else... That's all."
I said tucking my hair behind my ear.
"You know, it's been a while since I've gotten to relax.. Hell, I can barely sleep. All I keep thinking is about you..."
I looked at him, with a questioned look. But then I squinted, thinking I was hearing things again.
"I mean, all this is so hard to deal with. I know it doesn't seem like much but, it's more than what it's worth I guess. Ya know?"
I nodded. He looked so stressed out. I looked at his hands and I felt a spark of confidence and opportunity. I grabbed both his hands in mine and looked him in the eye.
"Don't worry, we can figure this out.."
I said giving a half smile as he gave one back.
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