Behind Her Eyes

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     "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that," I said after Alexa pulled away, seconds after our lips touched.

     She said nothing, she just sat there with a small, sly smile on her beautiful face, until she didn't. Alexa started playing with a strand of my hair that escaped my pony tail, she then swiftly ran her soft hand across my cheek and moved to my lips. She stared at them for a few seconds and then said, "Shut up and kiss me, you dork." 

     I was shocked. I sat there frozen. I wanted to do so and kiss her, but I couldn't move my body. Alexa then snickered and kissed me with passion and lust. 

     "Wanna go upstairs?" She whispered in my ear after a few minutes. 

     "Go upstairs? Uhh yea but my parents-" I stuttered

     "They're not here, and they'll probably come back after we're finished. You won't get caught, I promise you."

     I considered Alexa's offer and said "Okay". I got up, and got closer to her, took off my jacket,  and whispered "race you there" and bolted up the stairs to my room. (a/n: yes this kinda happened in carmilla. you may find some more references and similarities in the future) 

     I arrived to my bedroom and saw Alexa laying down on my bed. I didn't understand how she got there before me, I was sure I saw her on the couch when I left the basement, but I just shook it off.

     She noticed me standing at the door and smiled. Alexa then gestured me to sit next to her. 

     I took my seat and when I did, Alexa took her shirt off very very slowly. I stared at her in awe and admired her body. My jaw dropped to the floor, she was so hot and fit, I just couldn't contain myself. Alexa must've noticed because she started laughing. She then kissed me and as we pulled away, she looked me straight in the eye and smirked. She pushed me back on the bed and placed soft kisses on my neck.

     Alexa looked at me and I immediately kissed her. I went to pull away but I felt Alexa raising her hand and grabbing a chunk of my hair. I had to pull away for air, and before I went back to kissing Alexa, I looked down at my shirt hesitantly and decided to take it off. I started lifting up the shirt but was stopped by Alexa's cold hands. I looked at her and saw she had a worried look on her face. "Are you sure?" She said sheepishly, I nodded and continued to take off my shirt.

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     "Whoa." I breathed.

     "I know." I heard Alexa whisper. (a/n: stole from Faking It coz i am very unoriginal piece of  crap) 

     "C'mon, I wanna show you something," Alexa suddenly said after a moment of silence. 

     "Umm okay," I said and started to put my clothes back on.

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     We entered Alexa's car and she immediately started driving, and driving, and driving, not saying a word the whole car ride. 

     "Do you want me to turn on the radio?" I asked, trying to start a conversation. She nodded so I turned it on. We sang along to a few of the songs but except for that, it was still dead silent. We drove like that for another fifteen minutes until Alexa stopped the car. 

     I looked outside and saw a beach in the foggy weather. There was no one on the beach or in the water, the whole place seemed abandoned.

     "Get out of the car, dummy"  Alexa said as she opened the car door for me. I thanked her and stepped out.

     Alexa started walking towards the beach and I followed. Alexa stopped at the spot the water got to her ankles. I stood beside her, stuffing my hands into the pockets of my leather jacket. I breathed in the chilly, late February air and smiled to myself.