I was going to be living with Lindsay. I mean don't get me wrong I have nothing against her mother but it's just Lindsay she stole my boyfriend and don't get me wrong I mean loosing Justin was the best thing ever to happen. But sometimes I wish I could take back time and if I would have done one thing different maybe I wouldn't be in this situation and its like If I would have never met Cameron none of this would have happened. But then I think that if I wouldn't have met Cameron then I would probably I would still be with my ex boyfriend. So this is like a bittersweet situation.
I ran into Lindsay's mom Shay.
"Hey Jessica you haven't been over in a while how come?"
"Oh you know we haven't been close lately."
"Oh, how come?"
"She uh I was dating a dude named Justin and I caught him and her kissing in the locker room and I said Justin we are through and I told Lindsay that we aren't friends anymore, and we haven't talked since. I think we talked one time after that because we are doing a drama project together. So how have you been?"
"Oh I've been good I think it's been about a month since I saw you. Well in that month I recently went from a doctor's assistant to a nurse."
"Oh that's so good!"
"Yea I am happy I get paid more."
"Yea well I got to go I'll see you later I have to go pack."
"Yea that's right well bye."
"See ya." I walked inside the convenience store and I seen Luke. I've wanted to see him for a while but he has been on vacation.
"Hey."
"Oh hey Jess I was going to call you I just got back about 10 minutes." I hugged him.
"Yea well how was New York?"
"It was okay? I missed you."
"I missed you too."
"Have you been crying?"
"Uh yea this morning my dad's nurse called me and said that he had passed away." I started tearing up again.
"Oh I'm so sorry Jess." He reached in and hugged me.
"Yea it's just hard to face him not t being here or being around."
"Yea good thing you're not like 13 and he and your mom were dead cause then the chances are you would probably be living with one of your brothers."
"Yea I don't want to live with them."
"Are you going to fly out to Florida to see him, who are you staying with?"
"I'm staying with Lindsay and I don't think I will because we have exams in 2 days."
"Well that shouldn't affect your grades."
"Luke this decides what school you go to."
"Well yea but can't you take them a different time?"
"Yea I mean I could but my brother Brandon is arranging everything and he is very precise and I don't want to bother his "process" I have to go pack."
"Yea I understand and do you want me to help you?"
"Yea sure I mean you can help me take my mind off my dad so yea."
"Okay let's go uh I hate to ask you but can I have a ride I came with my parents?"
"Yea sure here you can drive hold on let me pay for this." I paid for my vitamin water and gum and gave Luke the keys. The ride back to my house was shorter than usual and it's almost like I wasn't even like alive like I was in a dream but I know it's not true because of the feeling I felt.
"Okay we need to-" I was interrupted by the doorbell.
"I got it." yelled Luke.
"Okay." I walked toward the door to see who was there.
"Hey Jess Lindsay told me about what happened and I just wanted to say I'm sorry."
"Thanks and why were talking to her?"
"Oh you know no reason." He looked around suspicious.
"Okay whatever you say but you know I'll find out."
"Yea I know."
"Anyway why are you here?"
"I was coming to see if you needed any help but I see you don't."
"Yea I don't so why else are you here?"
"I was coming to tell you something."
"Oh well tell me."
"I can't say in front of him."
"Well anything you tell me I tell Luke."
"Really?" Cameron grabbed my arm and drug me outside and shut the door.
"What?"
"So if you tell your precious boyfriend everything have you told him about what I actually did tell you!"
"No I'm not that stupid."
"Well that "thing" I was going to say to you was about my dad."
"Why are you mad?"
"I'm not I'm just never mind!"
"No, no I know that look your cheeks get as red as roses and you look really pale when your.... Drunk!"
"No I'm not If I was could I be able to do this?" He tried to walk in a straight line but couldn't.
"Actually yes, yes you could have."
"Well whatever."
"Come tell me what happened when you're not drunk okay? I'm so done with drama!"
"Whatever."
"Whatever."
"Whatever."
"Oh my god! I'm not going to have a freaking argument about whatever."
"Whatever."
"I'm done."
"Done with what?"
"Goodbye Cameron." I walked inside.
"Okay sorry about that."
"No biggie."
"Yea well I have to go upstairs and pack so I'll be down in a few."
"Oh well I can't come up there too?"
"I don't know you probably wouldn't want to."
"I do."
"Okay." We went upstairs and Luke walked into my bathroom.
"What is this?" He said.